Ice Facade

2009-11-18T01:33:00.000-08:00

Hooked on a NEW manga and song by DBSK. Wanted to give korean bands a try and see if they're worth all the buzz. Some good, some bad...

2009-11-13T20:50:00.001-08:00

Damn. Suddenly there's so many hot guys! While I was surfing the web, I came across some HOT pictures of Narimiya Hiroki! Couldn't help but stare... -nosebleed- He is SEXY~! Can't believe I was so blind I didn't notice it before! :(

2009-11-12T07:22:00.001-08:00

I'm postively sure he's gone mad... I mean, seriously? Hmm...

And this is getting ridiculous! Yet another great manga to obsess over? Some people's minds are so great; to be able to conjure such complex and intriguing plots, yet alone be able to pull them off in a clever way??? If only I could do that as well...

Still thinking of ideas for that, maybe I should get inspiration from fic titles/song titles/song lyrics/manga chapter names??? This should take a while...

2009-11-12T04:33:00.000-08:00

It seems like everybody's hell bent on killing me...

2009-11-10T02:30:00.001-08:00

Maddie sent me one of her incomplete works and practically screamed at me to continue them yesterday. And after a lot of slacking, listening to music, emo-ing a bit and doing some deep thinking I have written a draft of the general outline of the story. However it needs more work since I keep adding more and more ridiculous things and I need everything to fall into place and coincide with each other nicely! If not, the story will get screwed up along the way...

2009-11-08T04:13:00.000-08:00

I did the unthinkable and started playing MapleStory again! -GASP!- I gave on the game a long time ago, due to laziness but after seeing my sister playing and finding out there's a new job available I gave in to my curiousity! -WEEPS- I wonder when this SHORT (I know for sure) obsession will end??! Haa...

2009-11-07T02:43:00.000-08:00

I suddenly realised that it's definitely safer to read M fics then to read yaoi/shonen-ai manga... It definitely much easher to get away with and I can't let SOME people know that engage in these sort of activities? Haha... And there's somethings that's been bothering me... why the hell do people like shotacon??? I just can't seem to stomach it, it's just too much???! Ugh... It really takes things TOO far.

2009-11-06T02:39:00.000-08:00

What is up with sad shonen-ai manga? They're so depressing but yet sweet and subtle and...very addictive somehow... But there's not enough good titles that fall under that category D:

2009-11-05T04:23:00.000-08:00

Made use of the opportunity yesterday afternoon to read yaoi, as it was unusually and rarely quiet and the house was (sort of) deserted. Found some great titles, some subtle and some...not so subtle. It was a refreshing change(!) from the usual things I do on the computer. Trying to scour for writing ideas right now for the writing programme due when school reopens. I have a few ideas currently, but I want my options to be more open so I certainly won't be stopping anytime soon! But at the same time, some of my ideas can be a crazy and certainly don't want SOME people to be getting the wrong ideas...or taking it seriously. Cause that would just spell trouble for me as well :(

2009-11-03T21:03:00.000-08:00

Damn, I'm a bit pissed off. I'm hooked on some stuff and just can't get enough of it, but there's but not much left to obsess about! Geez... Add the fact that my com's screwed up...

List of important things I need to do:
-install winrar
-figure out how to get microsoft office to work
-fix the adoble flash/java problem
-figure out what the hell to do with norton internet
-figure how the hell Avira works
....and the list goes on. When is this all gonna be done???

2009-11-03T16:12:00.000-08:00

I probably should get started on my homework, but I'm too darn lazy to move from the computer... Besides, I have no clue where the maths homework is?...

2009-11-03T04:35:00.000-08:00

Finally, things start to get down. Using my new computer now, which was was at least 1.5 weeks old before it got booted for the first time. Sheesh, that took a long time. I'll probably experience lots of problems and missing programs and I hope these will get resolved as soon as possible. Handbells was somewhat tiring today. Maybe due to the lack of sleep these past few days? Oh FYI, installing maplestory (not for me!) totally screwed up my com... D:

2009-10-18T08:55:00.000-07:00

I seriously don't know what's his problem. I mean, what gives? Jeez...

Oh, and I have a renewed obsession and passion for black and white! They're my favourite colours and they're awesome together! And who's behind this? Definitely something to do with monochrome no?... Just need to find where the hell in Singapore can you actually get some gothic/punk/emo/grunge/rock-chic/tomboy clothes?... How troublesome when the entire country practically wears the same clothes... Haven't you people heard of originality??? Sheesh. And, I'm starting to get a bit bored of fashion. It's the always the norm, and currently people are screwing it like crazy so I'm just like "WTF?!"

Also, gossip girl has just hit rock bottom this season. I mean seriously, the story's getting lame. What happened to all the REAL bitchy drama? And Gossip Girl is like background noise right now(narrator). She's sunk pretty low for a character that the drama originally has to evolve around? Uh... What is going on these days?

2009-10-16T18:53:00.001-07:00

Can I curse the BLOODY exams now???

2009-10-16T04:28:00.000-07:00

Spotted: A HOT man with his shirt pulled up, showing his midriff and a hot butt in tight jeans. Atop a bike, which highlighted his butt...alot. -nosebleed- Missed his face, but damn! That's one hot bod!

2009-10-15T02:59:00.001-07:00

Oh, here's something interesting today. I almost got hit by a truck when I was running home. Yeah, it was dangerous and a REALLY narrow escape and I'm very thankful I didn't get run down by that large vehicle. Ooh, to think what would become of me had I not run fast enough... -shivers- But, ...I think I've gotten some inspiration from that...

2009-10-15T02:33:00.000-07:00

Please Ignore This Post Which Is Just Merely A Rant.

Gotten back most of my results already and though she beat me in almost everything with her crazy mugging... I STILL get the last laugh for English, hah!-In your face, you showoff! Not so smart anymore eh?- I'm sick of her trying to act humble and modest when she's actually trying to tell everyone about her awesome marks and how she's supposed to have done better. Don't make me laugh. There's no such thing... You made the mistakes, so therefore you deserve your results. Nothing can change the fact that you DID make those mistakes so stop trying to act as if you didn't. Don't get all big-headed just because you managed to beat so many people, there were plenty more people who beat you by a HUGE difference. (P.S You have no sense of responsibility do you?)

2009-10-14T04:26:00.001-07:00

Talk about unfair...

2009-10-13T03:47:00.000-07:00

Innovation was crappy and total mess. It just brought anger and fatigue... At the end it all, I snapped...a bit. But this whole matter pisses me off so let's just end it there.

Got back some results today and they were HORRIBLE. But at least it was decent, considering how much I played and how I was VERY tempted to hand in blank papers because I just couldn't be bothered. Seriously.

Played a little bit of handbells for the Indian students on the exchange programme. Their dance was a bit nice, especially the one with Jaiho as the song. It was pretty short though...

Time's running out so I think I'll stop here. On a side note I found some of my past writings and all I can say is, did I really write that??? Oh, and don't you just love depressed characters?

2009-10-11T03:58:00.000-07:00

At my friend's house, doing filming. Currently listening to Final Fantasy X music which is just awesome. And I'm debating whether or not to buy Kaili Sorano: Separation Sky. It costs about $70-$80 dollars and though it's expensive(mostly because it's sold in american dollars), the shipping is quite cheap... I'm craving for home and some obsessioning and I'm NOT looking forward to school. ... ... It's hetic today.

2009-10-10T01:23:00.000-07:00

Two weeks left to go...

I'm thinking of reading my favourite mangas in chinese as an attempt to improve my chinese. I saw someone who translated chinese mangas to improve her chinese so I thought I might try something similar too. But I'll come to that when I get my computer.

Got new converse sneakers...so flats will come next, and I'll probably get somethings from DMK? Maybe...

2009-10-09T03:12:00.000-07:00

New obsession, exams over, more problems. Same old, same old. Got and going to get a few things too...

2009-09-21T01:55:00.000-07:00

I don't get the chance to blog often, so I'll keep things brief.

First, to kick things off today (night), I had a worn invade my room. It was really freaky because it was moving and wriggling!!! -shuders- So while my sister held the curtains aside for a clearer view (?) of the monstrous thing, I smacked the damn insect with newspaper and killed it. -sigh of relief- Of course it involved ALOT of screaming. And my brother was criticizng me because it was cruel!??? It's an insect for goodness sake!

I decided to cut down on the number of magazines I buy a month because I'm spending my money like crazy! I've cut it down to 3, "seventeen", "ELLE" and "teenvogue". I finally got some time to take a look at ION and it's as confusing as VIVO. Gosh, why do people have to build malls in odd shapes? Getting lost is so not funny man... I'm planing to watch a few movies after the exams end (and when it does, thank god!). Coco before Chanel, The Ugly Truth and The September Issue are just some that I want to watch. And a few others that I won't mention...

My collection of FF ideas is getting bigger, and I have this crazy urge to write!!! I'm definitely starting on Donna's birthday fic first because that's been put on hold for much too long... I'm watching the korean drama "Style" now and I also love "Cinderella Man" which I watched previously. Season 3 of "Gossip Girl" has also just come out and things are looking quite interesting! (Though I'm just wondering what on earth happened to Blair's clothes...)

I just got my hair cut yesterday and while it's shorter than I would've liked it to be but it's something different I guess. Besides the weather's been getting to me lately. Recently I've been listening to a lot of the Pussycat Dolls, NKOTB, Krystal Meyers and Lily Allen. Listening to Lily Allen actually makes studying Geography pleasant! And last but not least, to you whom I so intensely hate, I'm dedicating this song to you because it makes tingle in delight and feel all warm inside. Enjoy!~

Nothing else feels so right
Everytime you look at me I'm on a high
I need your love because it makes me feel alive
With the music playing it's so easy to believe that
Nothing else feels so right

2009-07-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

Music for the week:

Above: My brother's desktop wallpaper. He is obsessed with this actress, Maki Horikita, and has downloaded ALL the photos of her. Well, I'm not going to say this is bad (mainly because I do the same, but in many more ways), but it's kinda unusual for my brother...

I've been MIA for like a whole month as you can tell from my outdated posts. Why? My computer has reached its end and has fulfilled its purpose (not). I've been trying to steal quick visits to my favourite websites on my brother's computer...but I can't do that often. So, while I'm waiting for my new computer, I'll just blog a REALLY short post. (This reminds me of twitter...)

Michael Jackson died. --- I've like Michael Jackson since I was young (infact the first man I took a liking to) so it's so weird to see him gone. I know people say he's weirdo, but whatever! Everyone's a weirdo in some way.

School started. --- I hate my bloody form teacher who so biased and probably hates me just way I now hate her to the core. She's yelling at me for all the wrong reasons and that makes me really mad, not to mention humiliating. I want to scream in her face!

My dad... says I'm very opionated and too critical. He also says I voice my opinions on everything too much. What the bloody hell. This makes want to cringe....

I feel like reading Godchild again and I really my music. I love Leighton Meester's singing in "Good Girls Go Bad" and currently I'm learning how to play a Code Geass medley. I recently bought new clothes, discovered I had load of useful unused clothes and have run out of hangers for my clothes. I spent too much money during the holidays shopping so I have to start saving! I'm trying to get myself to exercise and slim down. I'm in major need of reshaping? My cousins came over around the end of my holidays and I really miss them when they left. It was so fun with them around! Not to mention I *******************. I got more fashion magazines too and I'm trying to recall the many bookmarks I had once upon a time... I got a new school bag from Marc Jacobs and I love it. It also lightens my load because it really forces me to bring less stuff to school at a time. I also got caught at a spot check for apparently breeching the school rules on frinch lengths. I tucked mine behind my ear so it DID NOT reach my eyebrows. But this idiotic teacher just PULLED my frinch down and said "See, your hair is over your eyebrows." What the hell. I did not breech a school rule, she did it for me. I was so bloody pissed off because I got booked and another teacher was preaching to me because of that. ARGH. There's still much more I want to say but I'm short of time so I'll just end this off with another quote.

Blair: If you cut revenge out of the Bible, there's not even enough pages to make a pamphlet.
-Gossip Girl

2009-05-08T19:40:00.000-07:00

Music for the week:

(Imeem no longer allows embedded players to stream whole songs... Now ain't that stupid...Pity.)

My wallpaper for this week. My obsession for GG has returned in full swing and I am hooked! Oh, the exciting lives of these privileged people... I'm jealous! Life here is utterly boring...

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WARNING: HIGHLY SUGGESTIVE PICTURE UP AHEAD!!!

"EVERY PARENT'S NIGHTMARE"
Gossip Girl

Well, the advertisement poster certainly got that right. I'm gonna be in deep shit if my parents ever find out I watch Gossip Girl. They'll flip and that'll be IT for me. Oh well...

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This week was the common test week and boy was it horrible. As you already know, I can't slack as much as I would like to, so I HAD to study like shit. And what a shitty time it was. Pulled an all-nighter every day... Now let's see how the tests went, hmm?

Geography:
Pretty easy, just forgot what the top layer of a tropical forest is. Other than that, no problems.

Literature:
Easy~! Though I had a horrible stomachache during the test and got to much to handle I had to eventually run to the toilet. Geez. What bad timing. Only thing I forgot was the third purpose of literature. Damn. The script writing was pretty fun to do.

History: A breeze too, I guess. But what exactly are the three features of a government?...

Chinese: Forget this, I'm sure as hell gonna flunk this. My chinese teacher was even dropping hints that I did badly. Oh well, whatever. Unlikely that I'll pass Chinese again at this rate...

Biology: EASY. Easier than the chemistry paper last term. PHEW.

Maths: OMG. That was my reaction. No seriously, the paper was EASY. And my math sucks like shit.

Glad the tests are over. Forget the books, now it's back to fun, baby!

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We acted out our literature drama live on wednesday and boy was I nervous as hell. My clothes are the usual, what I normally wear, and I was playing the role of the bitchy, bimbo bully. I forgot my lines twice, the first time I just glared for a few seconds to stall for time to remember my next line. The second time, I just said the next line after the line I forgot on the spot. WHEW. Close calls man. I thought I acted pretty horribly cos' I was nervous and all (even though I wasn't really paying much attention to audience) but people said I acted pretty well. Well, not sure how true that is but I hope I was at least A BIT convincing ;)

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Suddenly I'm hooked to Lady Gaga's music. I love the chorus of "Beautiful Dirty Rich" and " The Fame". Very catchy. Oh and just for the record, I was watching "Lady GaGa: The Fame (Part 1)" all of a sudden there was this womman running naked! WTF?! And I just had the luck to have my dad passing by at the moment. FUCK, no? And he asked my why there was a naked woman and I went, "I don't know." And I really don't know! How on earth was I supposed to know that video had that kinda of content?! I am so lucky my dad just walked away and didn't start a full-blown lecture about the internet and the harm it does. Well, you never know, he just might give me the lecture tonight... Oh bother.

Thinking of creating a "How Well Do You Know Phoebe Sia" quiz but I'm gonna put that off for a little while... Took a few GG quizes and my result was blair. Yes, love that girl. My favourite character in GG. Chuck is second :D (Ed Westwick is SEXY! And his accent, his voice, is LOVE! Just don't like his chest hair... Major turn-off.) I think I'm gonna start reading GG fanfiction (yes, GG has ff!) and start on Donna's D.GRAY-MAN fic... And, start thinking of ideas for those 10 prose/poetry works to do... ARGH, I want a new ink catridge for my printer! I'm gonna die if I don't print my pictures of sexy boys and my music scores soon!

Chuck: You know, they say if you love something, you should set it free.
Blair: Ugh! They say when you hate something, you should slam the door in its face.
-Gossip Girl

2009-04-26T02:12:00.000-07:00

If you can't tell, I'm OBSESSED over Gossip Girl. It's a really cool, addicting series. Now, I just gotta find some time to finish watching it... Which brings me to a big major, annoying obstacle. EXAMS. Damn.

It's that time of the year again and I wish I could slack like nobody's business, but apparently my mom's HELLBENT on making me get A1s for everything. That is, except for Chinese. It's a lost cause for that subject. Anyway, back to exams. Exams make me feel so pissed! Whoever created exams should roll over and die! Not that the person's alive anymore...

So anyway, it's that time of the year again, I have to get A1s like shit, the damn weather is FUCKING hot, there's still the damn 2.4km to run, my literature project is crap, AND, my social life is in the GUTTERS. I haven't been SMS-ing ANYONE or calling any of my best friends for weeks! SORRY guys (gals), I've neglected you for so long! Feeling rather guilty about that... But all this stress is taking it's toll on me... ARGH.

I'M FUCKING PISSED at:
-school (Packed to the max with bitchs & control freaks!)
-teachers (Goddamn, they're pretty much useless. I'm not learning anything!!!)
-classmates (Screw their FUCKING opinions. Damn them. The worst class to date...)
-parents (Will fucking stop quarreling for once?)
-some people(Just get lost man.)
-exams (Screw this shit.)
-my table and wardrobe (Goddamn, the mess!)
-literature group & others... (PLEASE, move your damn butts!)

Okay, I've let out all the steam gathered so far. Well, most of it anyway. Pardon me, for my language but I needed to rant and be a bitch for once. Ahh...and now, the GUYS! Oh, the goddamn, pretty/beautiful/sexy guys! (I've added some YAOI & crossdressing pics for fangirls to drool over...) MAJOR PICTURE GALORE!!!

WARNING: CONTENT NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNG, INNOCENT, UNTAINTED MINDS!!!

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TIERIA ERDE:

-cough- His dress...it's sticking to his body...especially down there.

As grumpy as ever, eh?

Ahh...

Very sexy.

My god, is this guy REALLY a male? AND HE'S BLUSHING! -faints-

NICE. But what the heck is he doing with his finger?

Because Tieria's too sexy, beautiful and hot for me to resist.

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ALLEN WALKER & TYKI MIKK:

This picture totally put my obsession for D.Gray-Man back to full throttle. Allen can be really SEXY if he wants to. If only he could stop being so...NICE! I'm waiting for the day where he'll become EVIL. -laughs maniacally-

WOAH. Close proximity.

Sorry guys, just one YULLEN picture today.

Mmm, making out. HOT.

TYKI'S GROPING ALLEN.

Pretty.

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LELOUCH VI BRITANNIA:

Teacher affair??? Kinda cooll if you think about it..

What I really can't believe that is actually an OFFICIAL SCAN.
CODE GEASS SUPPORTS YAOI.

LOVE THIS POSE.

Where the heck do you think you're putting you're leg, lelouch?
And Suzaku's expression...

EVIL. LOVE IT.

-GASP!- Lelouch + GYPSY OUTFIT = SEXY FEMININE MAN.

LULUKO! Taken from Code Geass Picture Drama. IT'S OFFICIAL.

ADORABLE!!! This makes me wonder about what REALLY happened when he was a child

OFFICIAL TOO! (Taken from Code Geass game.) Well, what do you know, Code Geass supports yaoi AND crossdressing AND gay marriages. AWESOME.

Never though I would live to see a vain Lelouch... -dies from shock-
OFFICIAL TOO. WOULD YOU BELIEVE THAT?

-shivers- Lelouch, you're too stunning. Are you sure you're a guy?

Ah, beautiful.

I feel like writing some code geass adaption of arabian nights.

ANOTHER ONE! Lelouch, lelouch...

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AWW...That's all for today. Hope you enjoyed the nosebleeds ;) Don't deny it, you know you're guilty!~ The things that a block of pixels can do to male-deprived girls... -sigh-

Keep talking. I yawn when interested.
-Unknown

2009-04-16T05:32:00.000-07:00

OK, I know I haven't blogged for a long time, but that's really none of your business, it it? I'm not particularly loving this disastrous year and I'm getting moody swings like crazy. I thinking I'm starting to become bi-polar... I don't know what going on these days... I'm confused as hell, if you can't tell. I need to do some bitching, but it really isn't much because even I get sick of bitching!

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NAPFA test is 5/6 completed so far... Leaving only the 2.4 run left. I didn't fare too well for the other stations so I'm definitely NOT going to get a Gold...pity.

Shuttle Run:
First of all, let me say that this was the MOST ridiculous. My shoe fell of. Can you believe that? And why? Because apparently some idiot tried to squeeze her "size 7" feet into my "size 5" shoes! And obviously, she damaged them, because you can't as hell FIT "size 7" feet into my damn shoes! As a result of the damaged she caused (with no refund/fine or EVEN an apology), my shoes are permanently damaged and are bloody LOOSE now. And did I mention, DAMAGED?! That just bloody swell man, I was planning to use those shoes for the year. And she just HAD to go and damage them.

Anyway, based on what I you've just read, I failed. Duh. ARGH, and I normally get "A" for this one.

[12.5 sec = D]

Sit and reach:
Did not bother to practice so failed epically. A miracle I actually passed last year though...

[32cm = D]

Standing Broad Jump:
I did OK for this. I've never been exceptionally good at jumping anyway...

[165cm = C]

Inclined Pull-ups:
Easy-peasy after figuring out the trick to this.

[17times = A]

Sit-ups:
Can't believe I actually managed to even pass this one. I fail at even reaching the 20th mark, but I guess Zhou Yan's encouragement helped ;)

[32 times =A]

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Class tests and common tests are coming so I'm feeling a bit stressed... Things, problems, worries have appeared suddenly (just like pimples) which ain't helping things at all. I started on "Dream of Silent Secrets" again and might do a few other one-shots or series. And just for the record, I just can't get enough of Lelouch and Tieria! XD I love beautiful guys ;)

Went out a few times, watched "Confessions of a Shopaholic" (just hilarious) and went shopping. I bought a poster of Tieria! XD More to add together with my D.Gray-Man (birthday present from Andrea and Sharon~ thx guys!) poster on my plain and drab wall :D Got "Fairy Cube" and " Parfum Extrait 0" by Kaori Yuki and some code geass merchandise.

Okay, I am poofed. I hate blogging. Lived through this with the help of Code Geass Picture Dramas and Sound Episodes! Lelouch is simply hilarious...

Lying is an artform. To succeed, the lie must have some truth woven into the fabric of deception.
-Lelouch (Code Geass)

2009-03-30T04:16:00.000-07:00

Found some motivational posters based on Code Geass. Thought I might post the amusing ones.

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CODE GEASS
In a nutshell.

Totally laughed at this one. You probably have to know what code geass is before you can exactly understand this so I'll explain.

The guy with black hair- his alias is "Zero". He's apparently some psychotic person - who believe to be a hero... But he's really the enemy of the world, manipulating everyone. I love his evilness! He totally kicks ass.

The girl with green hair staring at you (yes, you!) is called "C.C" pronounced "C2". She loves pizza and hugs her adorable cheese-kun~ I want cheese-kun too!...

And the guy with bluish/greenish hair is nicknamed "Orange-kun" for his loyalty. LOL. His real name actually is Jeremiah. I love this guy because he's such a sucker for loyalty... So easy to manipulate, no? And he's practically a half cyborg? Haha...

And lastly, the guy with a curly,wirly lock of hair over his right side of his face...he's called Diethard. So it's actually a pun of " Diet Hard" ?... That guy is an absolute weirdo...I call him by the name " Die Hard"...and I think it rather suits him, doesn't it?

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SPINZAKU
Nothing to be afraid of. I just want to kick you.

Seriously, Suzaku has got to the lamest character in Code Geass. Well, not quite. But still. And his spinzaku? Where he goes whirring around like some crazy engine? I don't think he's a human anymore. And that "All's Well That Ends Well" motto is rubbish. I totally would love to slap this guy. And, eww, I HATE his goddamn ugly muscles...YUCK.

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FACESTAIRS
When you just can't facepalm enough.

I think some of you probably don't know what "facepalm" means so I'll try and give a simple explanation. Facepalm means to hit/slap you face with your hand, which is done mostly in frustration or agitation... and sometimes for humour. LOL. I just had to laugh at Nunally falling smack down...

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BRITANNIA'S GOD EMPEROR
He can fly.

Enough said. This picture says it all. I burst out laughing when I saw him...flying. LOL.

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I just can't get enought of Code Geass. ;)

All good things must come to an end. But there is never an end to evil is there? That says enough about which is more reliable, no?
-Guess who?

2009-03-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

THE STUPID QUIZ.

Directions:Mark the stupid things you've done, then add up the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out

2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails

3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it

4. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking

5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking

6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head

7. [ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush

8. [ ] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand

9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull

10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion

12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else

13. [ ] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs

14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave

15. [ ] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair

16. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble

17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it

18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard

19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name

20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on

22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle

23. [x] Have run into a closed door

24: [ ] Died from stupidity overload.

25. [ ] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it

26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke

27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer

28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan

29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk

30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

31. [ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it

32. [ ] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside

33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else

34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property

35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot

36. [ ] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on

37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in

38. [ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard

39. [ ] Walked into a pole

40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

41. [ ] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house

42. [ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on

43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small

44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it

45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do

46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it!

47. [ ] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up

48. [ ] Have poked yourself in the eye

49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on

50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

51. [ ] Have done enough stupid things to make a test

52. [ ] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil

53. [ ] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it

54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was

55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were

56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposely while it was on

57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day

58. [x] Forgot your own phone number

59. [ ] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it

60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa

62. [ ] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it

63. [ ] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence

64. [ ] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person

65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side

66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions

67. [ ] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong

68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it

69. [x] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out

70. [ ] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face

72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb

73. [ ] Ran into a door jam

74. [x] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid

75. [ ] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it

76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand

77. [ ] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band

78. [x] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't

79. [x] Have been so hyper you actually scared people

80. [ ] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

81. [ ] Put duct tape on your hair/someone else's hair then pulled it off

82. [ ] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again

83. [x] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back

84. [X] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about.

85. [ ] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair

86. [ ] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone

87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny

88. [ ] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people

89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant

90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

91. [ ] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil

92. [ ] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them

93. [x] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper

94. [x] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours

95. [x] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story

96. [ ] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren't even paying attention

97. [ ] You have spelled your own name wrong before

98. [ ] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling

99. [ ] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class

100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

Score: 31/100

2009-03-29T05:41:00.000-07:00

I am 54% Asian.

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[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[ ] You drink lemon tea(iced ones)

X's so far: 6

[x] You style your hair
[ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/

Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 12

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 16

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 20

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[ ] You like Soccer.

X's so far: 22

[x] You have a curfew
[x] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[ ] you like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[x] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 25

[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"

X's so far: 27

Total X's: 27

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!

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Okay...whatever.

2009-03-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

If you had to…

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you get it?
Hip at the back.

2. If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
Dark purple.

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN’T YOUR EARS) what would you pierce?
Lips.

4. If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
Still thinking...I'll come back to you later.

Would you…

1. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
Love one person.

2. Would you move anywhere else if you could?
Yeah, to another country.

3. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
Yes.

4. If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
Spend it.

Let’s say..

1. Let’s say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000…would you?
Hell no.

2. Let’s say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?
King and the clown.

Other stuff..

1. What makes your bedroom unique?
My stuff.

2. What’s your favorite season of the year?
Winter.

3. Do you like cheese?
Mozzarella Cheese.

2009?

1. Have you had your birthday yet?
Yes.

2. Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009?
No.

3. Are you still in the same job?
Duh.

4. Is your favorite color the same color?
Definitely.

5. Have you got the same style/color hair?
I guess so.

6. Have you bought a NEW car this year?
No.

7. Anything exciting happen this year?
I got obsessed over Lulu and Tiera and AllenNoah! is just plain sexy.

8. Have you been involved with the police this year?
No.

10. Is your best friend still your best friend?
Yeah.

11. Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
No.

12. Had a haircut this year?
Unfortunately, yes.

13. Been in a hospital this year?
Nope.

15. Been on a vacation this year ?
Not yet.

16. Been kicked out of a public place this year?
Nope.

Do you…

• lick yourself: Fingers, lips, yes.
• whine a lot: I guess so.
• yell a lot: Nah.
• want to die: Hell yeah.
• wear dark colors: Yeah.
• dye your hair: No.

Have you ever…

• worn rainbow: What the shit?!
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Yup.
• left the country: Yeah.
• flashed anyone: What the hell.
• had a party with over 30 people: No. Too troublesome.
• stolen something: No.
• caught something on fire: No.

Last person…

• you talked to: Sister.
• you hugged: Dad.
• you called: Donna.
• to call you: Can't remember.

Next person…

• you’ll talk to: Donna?
• you’ll hug: Sister
• you’ll call: A Friend
• you’ll get a call from: Donna

Back to basics

• what is your birth name?
Phoebe ******* ***

• what is your birthday day?
21 February 199*

• how tall are you?:
155cm

• shoe size?:
5/36

• brothers/sisters?:
2 Brothers, 1 Sisters

• favorite colour?
Purple

• soda?
Coke

• ice cream?
Chocolate

In the last 48 hours…

• cried?
No

• missed someone?:
Yeah...

• yelled at someone?:
I guess so...

• been online:
Yeah

• kissed someone?:
Nope

• hugged someone?
No, except maybe a pillow?

• last thing you ate?
Honey Chicken

• talked to someone about something important?
Yeah, to Donna about my literature.

Finally..

• who is sitting next to you?
No one.

• favorite sport?:
Swimming.

• been in a plane?:
Duh.

• broke someones heart?:
Yeah.

• kicked your cat for the hell of it?
Don't have one.

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Boring and not at all humorous. Life is getting boring...

2009-03-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

My marriage age is 18.

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Put an X in every box that applies to you.

Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends

Total: 3

[ ] You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[x] You think politics are exciting
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[x] You have never smoked a cigarette
[x] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You've watched talk shows.
[x] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[ ] You drink coffee at least once a week.

Total: 6

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[ ] My parents trust me
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[ ] You remember to water the plants
[ ] You study when you have to
[ ] You pay attention at school/college
[ ] You remember to feed your pets

Total: 2

[x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[ ] You clean up your own mess
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favourite kind of food is take out
[x] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type quickly

Total: 4

[ ] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[x]You can say no to staying out all night
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it

Total: 3

Final total: 18

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Uh-huh...

2009-03-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends. Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this!

1. Beer: Carlsburg

2. Food: Pizza

3. Relationships: Fanfiction

4. Your CRUSH: Boys

5. Power Rangers: Childish

6. Life: Unfair

7. The President: Obama

8. Yummy: Pizza

9. Cars: Convertibles

10. Movie: Romance

11. Halloween: Cosplay

12. Sex: Gay boys fucking around

13. Religion: God

14. Hate: Life

15. Fear: Life

16. Marriage: A hassle

17. Blondes: Paris Hilton

18. Slippers: Beach

19. Shoes: Boots

20. Asians: Japanese

21. Past time: Obsession

22. One night stand: Sex

23. My cell Phone: Nokia

24. Smoke: Fire

25. Fantasy: Angels

26. College: Troublesome

27. High school life: Fun & Bitchy

28. Pajamas: Nightgown

29. Stars: Night sky

30. Center: Earth

31. Alcohol: Wine

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Hmm....

2009-03-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

I loved a ninja sliding down the hill because that's how I roll.

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Don't spoil the fun, and keep it going. Type out the sentence you end up with in the Title and forward to your friend. Also, send it back to the person that sent it to you.

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I squished
February------I loved
March--------I pole danced with
April----------I licked
May----------I danced with
June----------I sucked
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I booty shaked with
September----I shagged
October-------I fucked
November-----I yelled at
December-----I stomped on

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16--- ----a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama & an asp;

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- in my parent's room
2 --------- in the chem lab
3 ----------- In a hole
4 ----------- Under your bed
5 ----------- Riding a Motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- in the nurses office
9 -------- in line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself!

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That...was dumb.

2009-03-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

Dear Donna,

I don't really know how to tell you this, our romance is over. I think I realized it when I quoted Forest Grump at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on the elephant in the corner. I'm you're shamed enough to understand you need a sex-change. I'm returning your toe ring to you, but I'll keep my common sense as a memory. You should know that I love your sweet, sweet ass and your cucumber-fetishism is weird.

Go milk a cow,
Phoebe

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Here's how you do it:

Dear (someone you recently talked to),
I don't really know how to tell you this,(1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),
(Your name)

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I d€islike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other - With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your shorts?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself

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Don't get offended Donna! This was just for fun. By the way, I absolutely do not love you "sweet ass". I'll be damned if that ever happened.

2009-03-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

Saw a fic about obessession for Code Geass. I just have to post it, so here it is ;) Part 1 and 2 first; if there's more, I'll post. (I've bolded the ones I've done, italised the ones I'm just might do -you know how crazy I am- )

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You Know You’re Obsessed with Code Geass When… [PART 1]

#1- You stay up until five AM in the morning to just watch re-runs of Code Geass that you’ve seen hundreds of times already. [Very true ;D ]

#2- You dress up as Lelouch for Halloween and try to use Geass on people to give you extra candy. [I totally wanna do this!]

#3- You memorize entire episodes of Code Geass and quote them at random parts of the day.

#4- You command your teacher to give you an A on your pop quiz with your supposed Geass. [How I wish...]

#5- You go around chasing random cats claiming they stole your Zero mask. [LOL.]

#6- You draw yaoi pictures of Suzaku and Lelouch when no one’s looking and secretly worship that pairing with every fiber of your soul. [Oh god, yes!]

#7- You were happy when Shirley died because you think it will allow you to have a better chance with Lelouch. [I was happy because she was just plain annoying.]

#8- You have a poster of Lelouch taped on your ceiling and stare at it until you fall asleep only to dream of him. [Give me one??? XD]

#9- You start a rebellion for the sake of your younger sibling.

#10- You attempt to convince your principal to change your school’s uniform to the Ashford Academy uniform at least twice a day until he does it. [I do love their school uniform...]

#11- You eat only pizza for breakfast, lunch, and dinner despite your parents’ objections. [If only!]

#12- You pretend to be all sick and feeble because you are supposedly a member of the Black Knights and must keep your identity a secret. [That's just ridiculous...]

#13- You tell your guidance counselor that you’ll take over Britannia when you get out of college. [HAHA!]

#14- You create an ideal image of your perfect boyfriend that looks like Lelouch and acts like him. [Lelouch...lelouch...lelouch <3~]

#15- You believe Lelouch can do no wrong despite all the crap he’s done and blame everything on Suzaku. [HELL YEAH because Suzaku sucks!]

#16- You attempt to use Geass to get out of gym class. [Now that's a practical use.]

#17- You wonder WHY you can’t use Geass in the first place.

#18- You tell your elders to respect you because you lived for centuries and have not been able to die.

#19- You laugh when Lelouch screams like a girl in episode six of season one and rewind it over and over again until your sibling tells you to get on with the episode. [Hilarious!]

#20- You pause the screen when a very hot picture of Lelouch or Suzaku shows up and stare at it for hours. [Lelouch...!~ -drools-]

#21- You completely scorn the Emperor for being the most crappiest father in the universe and messing up Lelouch in the first place.

#22- You engage in shipping wars arguing on whom is the best girl for Lelouch with well prepared charts and graphs on why your favorite pairing is the best.

#23- You tell your teacher when your cell phone rings in class that the Black Knights are calling you and you must leave to fulfill Zero’s orders.

#24- You cried buckets of water when the series ended despite seeing the series over hundreds of times and memorized every little detail about the series. [Code Geass R3, anyone???]

#25- You believe that the only reason you were put on this earth was to see Code Geass.

#26- You give a book report on Code Geass manga volume 1 despite it not being counted as a real book. [Did it already ;) ]

#27- You create a family tree demonstrating you are part Britannian and it is indeed a real country despite facts and geography proving you wrong. [Britannia does exist!]

#28- You become student council president and force your subordinates to do the most weirdest things bending everything to your will for your own amusement.

#29- You get a cat and name him Arthur. [UGH, Arthur reminds me of Suzaku...]

#30- You created a shrine to Code Geass with all the action figures and DVDs in mint condition.

#31- You freak out if someone as much as breathes on your Code Geass box set. [Hands off!]

#32- You are outraged that the nun totally screwed C.C over and made her immortal in the first place.

#33- You squeal every time you see a Suzaku/Lelouch moment and shout “I knew it! They’re totally gay for each other!” [They are way past gay...]

#34- You make it your mission to convert people to the wonderful religion known as Geassism where people can worship the greatness of Code Geass.

#35- You get into fights with other fangirls because Lelouch is yours and not theirs. [Lelouch is MINE!]

#36- You point to a random person on the street and shout “You’ll never take alive, Britannian! Long live Japan!” then run away.

#37- You recreate a figurine Knightmare Frame for your science project and tell your teachers that you can make an actual one with the proper funding.

#38- You space off in math class to think of strategies against Britannia. [Something better to do than maths...]

#39- You call your parents from jail telling them to come and get you because you angered Britannian forces.

#40- You sneak into the microphone room where they do announcements in your school and go on the PA system announcing the Black Knights are holding auditions for a new Knightmare pilot next week at their headquarters.

Attention: If you have done and accomplished any of the above, the Black Knights could use a person like you. Just check in with our receptionist if you’re interested in a position and we’ll get right back to you. Have a nice day!

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You Know You’re Obsessed with Code Geass When… [PART 2]

#41- You make Christmas cookies in the shape of various Code Geass Characters.

#42- You see a cute girl in a wheelchair and automatically think it’s Nunnally.

#43- You dream of giant robots destroying things you hate with a smile on your face. [Let's see...who shall be first?]

#44- You make your New Years resolution to pester—I mean convince Japan to make another season of Code Geass on the basis that life is meaningless without new episodes. [Meaningless indeed...]

#45- You lie and say you are terminally ill and it’s your dying wish to see more episodes of Code Geass if the above claim does not work. [I'm desperate!]

#46- You freak out when you see any type of Code Geass merchandise in the window and exaggeratedly beg your parents to buy it for you and make a scene until they do.

#47- You tell your parents you want a Knightmare frame for Christmas—with a completely straight face I might add.

#48- You tackle anyone who says Code Geass sucks and tie them to the couch forcing them to watch every single Code Geass episode until they say they like it. [Code Geass is cooler than you can ever imagine.]

#49- You tell your parents you want your favorite character of Code Geass for Christmas.

#50- You write for your midterm essay on the destruction of Britannia and how the Black Knight totally kick butt.

#51- You get yourself violet contacts so you can have the same eyes as Lelouch. [I want purple contacts! XD]

#52- You try to teach yourself chess even though you completely suck at it and there’s no hope for you. [I don't suck at chess though.]

#53- You pester the president to change the country’s name to Britannia and to have a Code Geass based National Anthem. [ALL HAIL BRITANNIA!]

#54- You were sobbing and doing a Tamaki in misery demonstration (Tamaki from Ouran—not CG) when Lelouch died. [NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ How could you Lelouch? Screw world peace! You're more important than that!]

#55- You say for a foreign language you want to learn Britannian.

#56- You make/buy Valentine’s chocolate for your favorite character.

#57- You expect on St. White’s Day to get something in return.

#58- You treat your favorite character’s birthday like it’s the best day of your life that God’s given you and you throw a party for said favorite character’s birthday. [ONLY for Lelouch's...]

#59- You are STILL wondering why the hell you can’t use Geass.

#60- You are upset that you actually don’t get to see if the straw hat guy is Lelouch or not at the end even though it’s obvious that it is but you still want to see anyway just to be sure. [Of course he's still alive! That guy's crazy!]

#61- You are currently writing a letter to Hollywood demanding that they force Japan to make a Code Geass movie.

#62- You are pained every time you write the disclaimer saying you don’t own Code Geass because that’s the one thing you want more than anything else. [Because I wanna own Lelouch for myself!]

#63- You laugh along with Lelouch when he does his maniacal laughter even when your family members are giving you strange looks. [Don't you just love his laughter?]

#64- You make your graduation party Code Geass themed with the whole shebang of Code Geass balloons, cake, clothes, and songs from the show playing on the stereo.

#65- You were singing “Ding Dong the Wicked Witch is Dead” when Shirley was killed by Rolo.

#66- You make the famous Sweeney Todd song with the “I will have vengeance! I will have Salvation!” line as Lelouch’s theme song and make fanart with him dressed in Victorian clothes. [LOL.]

#67- You hairstyle your hair to look like your favorite character’s hairstyle. [C.C! -because I'm a girl. Lelouch- if I ever become a guy.]

#68- You were nearly yanking out your hair when R2 began and saying “Come on, Lulu! Hurry up and remember so we can have Zero back! I miss Zero dammit!”

#69- You despair when you have volumes 1 and 3 from the manga but not 2. You then make it your life’s mission to obtain volume two even if it kills you.

#70- You have a Code Geass calendar in your room and cry every time you cross a day out because that means one less day with your lovely calendar and closer to it being useless. [I need a Code Geass calendar! XD]

#71- You have an epic Code Geass screenshot as your cell phone wallpaper. [And desktop wallpaper!]

#72- You made your email address “Zero’s favorite so take that Black Knights hah at Black Knights com”

#73- You spend your computer time in school on watching Code Geass episodes online no matter how much you need to work on your essay. [My school computers suck. It's hopeless to even try using them.]

#74- You try to put Lelouch or any other character in Code Geass you like in your Top Five plan.

#75- You make it your goal to become an official preacher—with title and everything—in Geassism for a future career.

#76- You get into a full out brawl for Code Geass merchandise at anime conventions with another fan because whatever you’re buying is yours—Repeat: YOURS!

#77- You are reading your Code Geass manga during class when you should be paying attention. When the teacher comes up to you, you shush them and say you are trying to read Code Geass and wish not to be disturbed. [I could NEVER bring my manga to school! They'll get dirty, damaged! But maybe I will someday...just to "shush" the teacher. ;) ]

#78- You sleep with your Code Geass box set like a teddy bear.

#79- You were peeved because you didn’t see even an accidental kiss between Lelouch and Suzaku like they did for Naruto and Sasuke—He got to kiss the other girls at least twice so why can’t you have a LuluZaku moment?

#80- You chase down every Code Geass cosplayer of your most loved character with a rope and some sedatives.

Attention: You might be suffering from total compulsive geass disorder—otherwise known as TCGD to the commonly known folk—if you are experiencing ANY of these symptoms, it is most likely too late for you and no doctor can prescribe pills to lift you off this “Geass Madness”. Still, you probably do not even want to get cured so it’s all good for you. Have a nice day now!
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Haha, now that was funny. XD

2009-03-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

This should tell you enough about how I'm feeling...

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1.What have you been doing recently?
Listening to music, downloading music (again!), trying to fix whatever’s wrong with my mp4 player, reading fanfiction, playing the piano etc.

2.Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Yes, cos’ I don’t want to waste the battery.

3.What happened at 10am today?
I was listening to mp4 player…suddenly, music only came out of one side of the earphones and I realised some files were corrupted…Oh bother.

4.When did you last cry?
Hmm…I think Saturday? Or was it Friday? Whatever, it was around the weekends…

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
What the shit, no.

6.What do you want in your life now?
MY MUSIC! And a bigger mp3/mp4 player ;)

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Carry an umbrella because I look dumb with my hood up.

8.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My bolster ;) Can’t sleep without that. Or my blanket cos’ it’s big and cooling/warm.

9.What bottom are you wearing now?
Bottom? I’m still wearing the same nightdress I wore to sleep, so there is no “bottom” that you speak of…unless you meant undergarments.

10. What's the nicest thing in your inbox say?
Do you really want to know? But I ain’ telling~

11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
You know how much I hate trouble.

12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Do you think so? No.

13.What was the last movie you caught?
Er…I can’t exactly remember the title.

14.What are you proud of?
The fact that I’m absolutely NOT normal, and that I’m crazier than you.

15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Just someone telling me their number. And you don’t need to know who.

16.What was the last song you sung out loud? Love Song by Sara Bareilles

17.Do you have any nick names?
I have plenty infact. I just don’t bother to keep track, unlike how some idiots do.

18.What does your last received text msg say?
Something related to my piano lessons, which you have no right to know off, because it’s none of your business and I don’t feel like typing the whole damn message out.

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
I was sleepy (for once) so... 10.30pm.

20. Are you currently happy?
What gives you the idea that I’m happy?

21.Who gives you the best advice?
Friends...for who. Other stuff for what.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from can?
EWW. I HATE the damn thing.

23.Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
Meita.

24.Is there anything bugging you right now?
The amount of music I just lost with one click of the mouse. And how the music playing on the television is totally screwed up, because they can’t sing for nuts.

25.What/Who was the last person to make you laugh?
A code geass fic: Primary Gain by anlaaria. Some messed up thinking. ;)

26.Do you wear toe socks?
I don’t exactly fancy socks, much less toe socks, so no.

27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
My mum.

28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yup. When things don’t the way I want them to, and recently when I lost my music.

29.What annoys you most in a person?
I’m most annoyed with myself than with any other person, so take me as an example.

30.Do you have a crush on someone?
I done have that feeling anything right now, so I guess it's gone.

31.Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope
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32.What is the colour of your room?
A very plain colour that I don’t exactly fancy. A sort-of cream colour that isn’t exactly cream-looking to me...

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Oh yes. I would do so, even without the promised sum... But there’s currently no one I hate that much.

34.Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
No, because someone can’t even talk. It isn’t that cheap afterall.

35.Who was the last person to lie on your bed?
Me, because no one else is allowed to.

36.Who was the last person to hugged you?
Sister.

37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Not that I think off.

38.Do you have a life?
No, because my life so sucks, it can’ count as one.

39.Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
Long story.

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
I just like it? Duh.

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Can’t remember.

42.Last time you smiled?
When I last read fanfiction.

43.Have you changed this year?
Well duh. I’m less talkative, socialise less, more suicidal I guess?

44.What are you listening now?
The Battle for Everyone’s Souls [Persona 3: Reincarnation]

45.Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
No.

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or close?
Sometimes open, sometimes close. I prefer close, but people will stare.

47.Is there a quote you always live by?
Not really.

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
Er, lulu? Lol, but I’m just joking.

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano, harmonica, recorder, guitar, violin, saxophone, clarinet, flute, trumpet, drums etc. –note the word is ‘played’ not ‘learned’-

50.What was the worst idea you've had this week?
I’ve had plenty, but they’re too embarrassing to mention.

51.What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Sleeping, you stalker...

52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
I’m perfectly fine with the fact I have no love life at the moment. Too troublesome...

53.What song best describe your love life?
Changing Seasons by Yumi Kawamura

54.Does the person know you like him/her?
No, because I don’t like anyone now.

55.Who always make you laugh?
Friends, manga, anime, fanfiction.

56.Do you speak languages other than english?
Yes.

57.favourite website(s)?
Fanfiction.net
Mangafox.com
Youtube.com
(etc...)

58.Whats your middle name? Is it necessary for you to know of it?...because as far as I know you’ll only do more bad than good with it.

59.What are you doing tmr?
Shopping, watching a movie.

60.What do you think you are like?
Two words, fucked up.

61.Who will you choose to die with?
Any willing/unwilling soul.

62.Where have you been today?
In a nightmare.

63.What game do you play often?
The game of ‘Let’s Screw with Your Head!’.

64.Who are you missing now?
Michelle. Because she’s the most sensible best friend, and she would get me a life.

65.If you had to choose between a friend and a love, who will you choose?
Friends, because it’s a group against one person.

66.What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz, listening to music, thinking ‘fuck, fuck, fuck...etc’

67.Which primary school are you from?
PLMGPS. Way better than her sister school in my opinion.

68.Name 3 colours that you like.
Purple, White, Black.

69.What emotion do you like to show?
Insanity. But wait, that ain’t an emotion. Hmm...maybe pride?

70.What is your life to you?
Shitty.

71.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Listen to music.

72.Who did you last chat with on msn?
Madeline.

73.Who do you admire most?
Someone...

74.Which month are you born in?
February

75.How are you feeling right now?
Indifferent, annoyance, sarcastic.

76.What is the time now?
12.01pm.

77.What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
I ripped this off someone –whom I forgot- ‘s blog

78.What colour did you use to dye your hair?
I did not dye my hair.

79.Why are you doing this test?
Because I need to vent my anger and frustration...somehow.

80.What do you do when you're moody?
I vent, rant and bitch and kill.

81.At what age do you wish to get married?
25 years old?

82.Who is more important to you?
I don’t want to answer this question.

83.If today was the last day of your life what will you do?
Think.

84.Who is the person you trust the most?
Myself, cos’ everyone’s as much of a liar as I am.

85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
It’s a fact.

86.If you have a dream come true, what will it be?
To get a life.

87.What is your goal for this year?
Get out of PL.

89.Do you believe in eternal love? I’m still pondering over that one. I’m not too sure if I actually believe in love.

90.What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of glee. :D

91.Do you really think its global warming now?
It’s a fact and you gotta learn to accept facts.

92.What feeling do you hate most?
Loneliness.

93.You like doing quizzes?
No, cos’ they’re a waste of time.

94.Do you believe in God?
I’m thinking...

95.Who cares for you the most?
I have no idea.

96.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
What is up with all these stupid questions?

97.What will you bring when you fight?
Weapons -duh- to kill. -especially torture weapons...-

98.What have you done that you regret doing your whole life?
Practically everything.

99.What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
Kill myself. Or plot world domination.

100.What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
I slap that guy so hard, punch him, kick him, and torture him until he wishes he’d never been born, make him grovel and beg for mercy, and worship me.

101.How do you feel now?
Slightly better.

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Oh god, that was tiring. 101 questions...I wonder if the person who came up with all this had nothing better to do...

2009-03-09T04:51:00.000-07:00

I have just had the biggest, worst shock of MY LIFE.
My entire bloody collection of MUSIC has...been DELETED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG, why?
My entire collection of music...ALL GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK.
Dammit...
My life really is nothing to live for...
Oh, bloody fucking hell.
Please, pray for me that I'll ever manage to revive my entire, collection of music...

MY MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Guess who?-

2009-02-13T02:26:00.000-08:00

A bunch a quizes I did some time back...

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If you hate stereotypes and think people should just shut up and stop POST THIS. Pick the stereotype that fits you.

I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. (People have said I'm anorexic-yes, kill me- but I fat and I'm NOT anorexic.)
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.(lol, the only reason why I haven't cut my wrist yet is because it'll leave scars-which i utterly detest.)
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy. (The hell?)
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. (Everyone's greedy.)
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. (What's up with that?)
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. (WTH.)
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. (Haha, I think I might be a bitch.)
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. ( I hate people who do that. It's extremely annyoing.)
I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. (I already hate the world.)
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals. (I'm evil and have little morals.)
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. (That's just crazy.)
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. (Guys are not that bad.)
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem. (I think all sorts of people have drinking problems.)
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store. (What's wrong with people wanting to make a living?)
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore... (BIAS!)
I'm a DANCER, So I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore. (That's a load of crap.)
I wear SKIRTS, so I MUST be a slut. (Puh-lease.)
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob. (I'll leave it to decide whether I'm a rich- I don't think I am. But...I'm a conceited snob.)
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo. (That is so not true.)
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend. ( Lol. But I hate people who nag.)
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy. (Some people unwilling lose their virginity you know...)
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore. (Irrisponsibilty on the man's part.)
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut. (That's just plain mean.)
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big DICK. (EWWWWWWWWWWW.)
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin. (What makes you think every pretty girl goes round having sex?)
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life. (Chinese is my short coming.)
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. (Having your hair in crazy colours is FUN!)
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention. (Well, I sometimes dress in unusual ways I guess, but that's called STYLE.)
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual. (Seriously are YOU gay?)
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. (Stop right there, you idiots.)
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay. (Don't be lame.)
I have BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe. (What the shit?!)
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser. (What the hell.)
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy. (Everyone's greedy.)
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy. (There's no one out there who wasn't lazy on more than one occasion.)
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas. (Ilamas! The Ilama song~)
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude. (What's up with that?)
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so i must be violent. (I'm violent but so not straight edge.)
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.(Female gamers rock.)
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm BI so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat. (I AM fat.)
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly. (LOL)
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7. (Hey, I'm a slacker, so cut me some slack!)
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals. (That's just terrible. I pity ( some) them because apparently one of the two had to born the wrong sex.)
I'm MIXED so I must be fucked up. (That is bullshit.)
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in a BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA.
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect.
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil. (Hmm...disagree with the devil thingy but I love goth! Gothic lolita too more exact. ;)
I Love SHOPPING so I must be rich. (Anyone can love shopping. Even guys.)
I'm an OG so I must be Mexican.

If you hate stereotypes and think people should just shut up and stop, POST THIS.

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If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be?
*Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
*Put it on shuffle
*Press play
*For every question, type the song that's playing
*When you go to a new question, press the next button

1. Opening Credits: Erinyes by BETTA FLASH (Hmm...)

2. Waking Up: Sakura Biyori by Hoshimura Mai (Let me goback to sleep.)

3. First Day at School: Lullaby by Origa (I want to SLEEP~.)

4. Going on a Field Trip: Pioneer of Distorted Land by NFlavour (Yup.)

5. Making Your New Best Friend: Another Gardov by Yasunori Mitsuda (A whole new world.)

6. Sleepover: Tell Me by Wonder Girls (Tell me all the gossip!)

7. Falling in Love: Bounty Hunter by Iwasaki Taku (Adventure, anyone?)

8. Watching Zim: Rikku’s Theme by Nobuo Uetmatsu (Okay...)

9. Being Bullied: Memories of You by Shoji Meguro (I certainly wouldn't want to remember the incident.)

10. First Date: Give Me A Little Try by Seo Hyun Jin (Yeah!)

11. Breaking Up: Reminiscence ~ Feelings Not Erased by Yasunori Mitsuda (Hope it will be.)

12. Prom: Crimson Moon by Tamayo (Beautiful night.)

13. Feeling Guilty About Stuff: The Darkness of The Swamp (I wouldn't drown in guilt for sure.)

14. Going on Vacation: Gekkouka by Janne Da Arc (Foreboding...)

15. Graduation: Group Attack by Kaoru Wada (Lol. Attack the teachers!)

16. Having a Birthday: If That’s Ok With You by Shayne Ward (Okay with what, exactly?)

17. Visiting Grandma: Destined Twins (? Weird.)

18. Triumphant After a Contest: Close Competition by Hamada Takashi (So true!)

19. Life's Okay: Gonna Be by access (Gonna be okay.)

20. Death of a Close Friend: Makes Me Wonder by Maroon 5 (It really makes me wonder.)

21. Mental Breakdown: Optimism by Yasunori Mitsuda (I have little optimism for anything.)

22. Wishing on a Star: Come Alive by Clazziquai (Come alive, wish!)

23. Driving: Isn’t It Beautiful by Rikki (Isn't it?)

24. Your Parents Getting Divorced: Shadow’s End Forest by Yasunori Mitsuda (It's not the end of the world...yet.)

25. Flashback: Faith by Yuna Ito (I have little faith in anything.)

26. Getting Back Together: What Are You Waiting For by Gwen Stefani (YEAH! What are you waiting for?)

27. Wedding Scene: Chronomatic by Yasunori Mitsuda (...time...)

28. Buying a House: Salesman by Clazziquai (Fitting.)

29. Birth of a Child: He Is Gone (OMG. Does that mean the baby died?)

30. Car Accident: Gentle Rain by Clazziquai (It better be raining.)

31. Final Battle: The Destiny’s Amusement by MC Truth feat. Haha (Oh, yes. Everything for destiny's amusements, huh...)

32. Death Scene: Amazing by HIGH AND MIGHTY COLOR (Amazing how everything ended just like that, huh.)

33. Funeral Song: Covering the Sky by Jang Hye Jin (Sad...)

34. Ending Credits: Reunion by Kaoru Wada (How lovely and appropriate.)

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1. Put your [music player] on shuffle.
2. Press forward on each question.
3. Let the song that comes up answer each question.
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1. What does the next year have in store for me? Disquietude by Tamayo (Not looking forward to it.)

2. What does your love life look like? My Heart Will Go On by Yuna Ito (Aww.)

3. What do I think of when I get up in the morning? 6th Body by BETTA FLASH (Most likely.)

4. What song will I dance to at my wedding? Brightdown by Nami Tamaki (Huh...)

5. What do you want to do with your life? Memories of the School by Shoji Meguro (Not too sure about this...)

6. Your favorite saying? I’m Here by Yuna Ito (Lol.)

7. Favorite place? Thunder Plains by Nobuo Uetmasu (I absolutely agree with this one!)

8. What do you think of your parents? Snake Bone Room by Yasunori Mitsuda (Okay, strange.)

9. Where would you go on a date? Date Line by Clazziquai (Wow, nice.)

10. Describe yourself: Tokyo Hahen by NIRGILIS (Uh-huh.)

11. What's the thing you love doing most? Brand New Day by NIRGILIS (I do love brand new days!)

12. State of mind at the moment: Ouverture by Origa (Okay... Maybe since I'm listening to 6th body right now..)

13. What song will be played at your funeral? The Silence Before the Storm by Nobuo Uetmatsu (Ahh..sad. But whatever.)

14. The song you'll put as the subject: Losin’ by Yuna Ito (Oh yes, I'm SO losin' it.)

15. Song that describes my friendships: Bond by Woongsan (Wow, a really sensible answer!)

16. Song that describes my future marriage: Home Telmina by Yasunori Mitsuda (Reassuring.)

17. Song that describes future children: Colour Your Tears by Nami Tamaki (It'll be interesting. But give more stuff to cry about.)

18. What will this fall be like? 24 Search Light by NIRGILIS (As expected...)

19. What do people think of me? Fragments of Dreams by Yasunori Mitsuda (Ahh..that's right too.)

20. How will I do in school? Stranger by Hilary Duff (Yup. Absolutely correct.)

21. Song that describes how nice of a career I'll have: Crisis by Shoji Meguro (OMG. Scary.)

22. Song to describe my personality: Machines and Soul and Tragedy by Wada Kaoru (Well...I'm one heck of a crazy person.)

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Tagged by NO-ONE
Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name? : Phoebe
2. A four Letter word : Egoistical (Haha.)
3. A boy's name : Lawrance (Boys Next Door, anyone?)
4. A girl's name : Eden (Angel Sanctuary, anyone? No? Awww.)
5. An occupation : Novelist (-nods head-)
6. A color : Lime Green (A bright colour?)
7. Something you'll wear : Nightshirt (Comfortable.)
9. A food : Teriyaki Beef (YUM.)
10. Something found in the bathroom: Face Wash (Lol.)
11. A place : Hotel (Ah...)
12. A reason for being late : Lost (It's true!)
13. Something you'd shout : Table Service (Nghh... Get it? Lol.)
14. A movie title : Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (Stupid title, really.)
15. Something you drink : Diet Water (Such a thing really exists! In Japan, that is.)
16. A musical group : RENTRER EN SOI (cool.)
17. An animal : Iguana (Err...)
18. A street name : Armenian Street (No comment.)
19. A type of car : Toyota (?Yo-yo?)
20. The title of a song : Afternoon Break (Ah... time for...gossip!)

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1)Besides your lips, where else do you like to get kissed?
Didn't bother finding out.

2)How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Groggy.

3)Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My best buds:D

4)Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
Spoilt. Ahh, yes. Without a doubt.

5)Would you ever donate blood?
No.

6)Have you ever had a best friend from the opposite sex?
Nah. Don't know that many boys.

7)Do you want someone dead?
I can say without any reservations or whatsoever,YUP.

8)What does your last text message says?
"Baka Usagi" What the hell, mosquito.

9)What are you thinking of right now?
To play.

10)Do you wish someone was here with you right now?
Er, my friends?

11)Where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
No idea.

12)What time did you go to sleep last night?
11+. Or so I heard.

13)Is there a person on your mind right now?
Person...Jack the Ripper.

14)Who was the last person to text you?
Donna.

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Utterly lazy to continue posting so I'll be brief. School, still sucks. My english teacher is full of crap. I almost failed my composition exam. Why? Because it too frickin' long. WTH?! I've written much longer before and I've never gotten that heavily penalised. Other than that, she's has no other complains. Sheesh. Well, whatever. Some classmates read my composition...one said it was a bit scary, one suggested I should try writing a novel and the others commented on my handwriting. What on earth. Anyway, should I consider writing a novel? It'll certainly be an interesting experience and I have tons of fresh ideas, bursting to be used. Hmm...

Today, some people in my class were given roses and suddenly one of my classmates made an off-hand (I think it was) remark that I look attractive. (This brings back memories when a guy once said I look pretty. Bet he was lying...)WTH. I think I'm absolutely hidieous. I hate looking at my own reflection for goodness sake! And she continued saying that I'll definitely get lots of boyfriends next time. I certainly don't think so... People whom people think won't get married, eventually get married faster that the people whom people think will get married. The same rule applies to boyfriends and girlfriends,you know. Besides, I'm not exactly girlfriend material. I doubt any guy could stand my weird behaviour. Well, whatever.

Today was hectic. Looking for the art teacher/her locker was exhausting. Yesterday I had terrible abdominal cramps so I didn't go to school... Homework's still been easy, assignments are driving me crazy(!), I hate school and my parents want me to get out of PL. Meaning, they're expecting some crazy, awesome results that can get me into some other school. UGH, and... I'm...TIRED. I need SLEEP!

To me, this dream is "death". I die every night, only to resurrect in the morning.
-Kaine by Yuki Kaori

2009-02-06T21:33:00.000-08:00

UGH. I seriously don't what was going on in my head when I put PL as my first choice... What was I thinking?! PL is one heck of a crazy school! Let me go further into detail... then you'll understand why I said that...

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TEACHERS:

English & Geography : One word, BORING! She drawls and speaks softly, slowly and stolidly. She is utterly deadpan! And she never informs us of upcoming tests! GRRR... I don't study for tests but I would appreciate some earlier warning...

Maths: The teacher apparently has BO. He smells a bit like the metallic smell of blood... The sickly kind of metallic smell. And he also confuses me with his explanations...

Chinese: I'm trying desperately to improve my Chinese but I have absolutely NO IDEA what the teacher is saying... The teacher was utterly stunned at the failure that I am when it comes to Chinese...

Chemistry & PE: I'm SICK AND TIRED of him talking about future leaders and qualities blah blah blah... Can't he just shut up about that crap for even one lesson?! And he's so cheery it's annoying.

History: At least she makes history more bearable and enjoyable...

Music: She's OK I guess... But music isn't that interesting...

Art: She's okay. I hope she won't kill me for losing the class register... (OOPS!!!)

Literature: Very lively, very interesting, very fun, very fast when it comes to talking. Better than I expected and the best teacher so far.

OVERALL RATING FOR TEACHERS: [3/10]

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HOMEWORK, ASSIGNMENTS, TESTS, EXTRA LESSONS ETC.:

Homework: Not too bad. There's not much and whatever's given is easily manageable.

Assignments: CRAZY. I more of like busy doing assignments than homework, or studying, or sleeping, or enjoying myself. Total nuisance.

Tests: Easy, I guess...

Extra Lessons: Malay-utter waste of times. English Speaking Course - What the shit?! Do they think we don't know how to speak English??? ARGH!

Chapel: Whatever they say has nothing to do with God and does not even register in my mind. Waste of time.

Live: Weird and a waste of time.

OVERALL RATING OF ETC.: [1/10]

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CCA:

I got into handbells which is pretty OK for me. But parents are not too happy at the fact that I have two CCA sessions both consisting of 3 hours. They started complaining about how stupid my school was... Handbells is fun though and I enjoy it so... I'm pretty much okay with it. And the school does have a wide range of different CCAs so it's pretty interesting... Though very time consuming.

CCA RATING: [8/10]

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VERDICT:

PL sucks. There's not much that I can praise PL for. The teachers are slave drivers! And I'm tired because of the crazy schedule I have now! I'm no longer free EVERYDAY because of this! ARGH!!!!! The rules are shit . Canteen food sucks. Timetable sucks. And we don't even use the freaking hall! The hell?

OVERALL RATING OF PL: [2/10]

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Another quiz entitled : Change. (Strange title huh?...)

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
No Dream, No Hope - Nobuo Uematsu (Yup, you got that. I'm the most pessimistic person that ever lived.)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
6th Body - BETTA FLASH (I think that might just refer to...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Signs of Love - Shihoko Hirata (Well, there so much talk of love going on today...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Come To Me - Clazziquai (For men to come to me? Haha.)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Innocence - Avirl Lavigne (Innocence? Hmmm...)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ready Steady Go - L'Arc~en~Ciel (I guess I'm steady going...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Changing Seasons - Shoji Meguro (They don't exactly change like the seasons...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I Learned From You - Bridge to Terabithia (I do think about the stuff I've learned but not more than story idea etc.)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Canis & Lupus (Gray Wolf) from Time Between Dog and Wolf (Canis + Lupus = Gray Wolf)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Speechless - Clazziquai (Basically , they render me speechless. In a good way of course.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
The Best Day - Taylor Swift (The best day of my life?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Infiltration from Time Between Dog and Wolf (Well, it better be something unusual and exciting.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dragon God - Yasunori Mitsuda (What the shit? Dragon God? Okay, SO NOT what I want to be when I grow up. Then again, I don't know what I want to be when I grow up...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
A Little Pain - OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest) (Is there supposed to pain in Love? Yes. Yes, there is.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Love Tuning - Hoshimura Mai (I'm in need of love tuning? What on earth?)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
White Horse - Taylor Swift (Er....)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Jellyfish Sea - Yasunori Mitsuda (Tranquil... But not moody and solemn.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I Will Never Cry - Clazziquai (The fact that I will never cry is my hobby/interest?! Okay...weird.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Memories of You - Yumi Kawamura (Hmm...Nice memories.)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (A Man After Midnight) from Mamma Mia! (That's the worst that could happen?)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Time Castle - Shoji Meguro (When my time runs out right?)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Want to be Close - Yumi Kawamura (It's true I guess.)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Perfume - Yuna Ito (The answer really made me laugh.)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
When I Grow Up - The Pussycat Dolls (The fact that I'm getting older really makes me cry.)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Rich Girl - Gwen Stefani (Rich? Yes. Girl? HECK NO! Like er... I'm not a lesbian.)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Still Much - Spontania feat. Yuna Ito (The fact that there's still much that I'm afraid of?)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Kiss The Girl - Ashley Tisdale ( EWW...Once again, I am so not a lesbian.)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
When the Moon's Reaching Out Stars - Yumi Kawamura (Interesting.)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
There Will Be Love There - The Brilliant Green (No comment. I'm sick of love.)

What Are you gonna forward this as?
Change - Taylor Swift (Get it now?)

THE END

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Guess what? My class' impression of me is:
I'm utterly tired and bored with everything. That includes: studying, school, grades, love, etc. Meaning, I'm not interested in anything. I'm rebellious and am a tomboy.

WHAT THE HELL? That is SO NOT me! Hello? GRRR...

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I swear there's something wrong with me. Why? I'm sick and tired of:
-the computer
-the piano
-music
-anime
-manga
-fanfiction

Seriously, what on earth is going on with me? Nowadays, I absolutely do not have anything to do. I'm at my wit end? Even Madeline says I've gotten a bit loony these days. LOL. Oh well... Hopefully this boredom spell wears off soon...

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...and then there was none...

2009-01-30T02:27:00.000-08:00

Do you hear that music? Yup, that's "Clap" by JUNE. The innocent title totally fooled me. I mean, who have known? Anyway, back to the music. I bet you're trying to look for where the music's coming from right? Well, you can't see it. I'm trying to play music without the player in view. But, if it annoys you, just tell me...

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Totally got hooked on the Persona 4 soundtrack. I couldn't have expected more from Shoji Meguro. Gosh, he really knows his music. Too bad I have too little space in my computer to download the whole soundtrack! I really want my MP3 badly!-hint- I'm thinking of Creative [Zen] or Samsung [P2].

Zen:
Only supports XP and vista. D:(meaning I would have to wait until I get a new computer)
Small :D
Tactile ;)
$300~ :p
Creative(from what I heard) sucks D:

P2:
Supports 2000 :D
Big :(
Touch :(
$400~ DX
Samsung rocks :D

Touch choice, huh?...

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My class is the lamest bunch of idiots I've ever known. I'm sick of the bunch of idiots in my class. I hope I'll NEVER adapt their mannerisms and speach patterns. UGH. They are total lazy bums. Lots of the work in sec sch consists of A LOT of group work. Meaning their laziness will DEFINITELY affect my grade and I CANNOT AFFORD that. That's why anyone's who gonna be in my group will be FORCED to WORK. If there's one thing I can't stand, it's people not doing THEIR PART. I can't wait until those who don't bother to study finally realise that you can DROP from express to normal. Then I'll laugh at them in their face.

Slacking is fine but absolute laziness is unacceptable.

Today, we had a composition test. Sheesh, the teacher didn't even tell us beforehand. Talk about unprepared.

Anyway, the story I wrote is based on LOVELESS . Long story short...it shows bits and pieces of the main character's life (a horrible one, if I might add), lots of murder, suicide and it's a bit confusing, horrifying and not to mention mysterious. But that's the way I made it. Then all these series of events actually turns out to be just a nightmare...or not. It actually turns out the future of main characters. Yes, tragic. And ended it off with a "THE END?". Haha. I love it when stories end that way. It really make you think, which is really interesting.

But...the bad news. My friend told me that teachers have a thing against murders, suicides, events that turn out to be nightmares and stories that leave you hanging in the air. Screw that shit! Compositions SHOULD NOT have rules other than for grammar and spelling! All these plots rules seriously limit creativity and imaginations and the unexpected! Exactly why I detest writing compositions...

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Ahh, I just remembered something I came out with a long time ago. It's the calendar of love. Yes, you heard right. But it's a bit sick.

January - The beginning of new relationships.
February- When people get to know each other better.
March- When friendships are developed.
April- When love is in the air.
May- When love gets sweeter.
June - When love gets hot.
July - When the sexual craving starts.
September - When you give into temptation.
August - When everything suddenly hits you.
October - When the relationship crumbles and the breakup occurs.
November - When everything is cold and bitter between the other party.
December - When everything is resolved but there's still a bit of animosity in the air.

Came up with this during the harp auditions. Was seriously so bored. I swear, I was must've been on crack. ;)

Speaking of that, this reminds me of people who sit bow-legged.(When you "open your coffee shop".) I feel really annoyed when I see people sitting in all sorts of ways with their legs flying in the air! So one day, I had enough, and told some one who was sitting bow-legged(classmate), "Do you know, people only sit bowlegged when they're having sex? So indirectly, you're asking people to have sex with you." Yes, face the truth people, it's disgusting, so if you don't want to give the wrong impression, at least sit properly in public!

-takes a deep breath-
Okay, that's enough of the bad stuff.

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Tried a program which is sort of like photoshop but it isn't exactly. Two of the works I did:

Lost In Love:

The Endless Struggle against The Bonds of Fate:

Images are a bit difficult to see due to blogger resizing it.. Not as sharp as I would have liked it to be.. I personally prefer the second one to the first one. Both were incredibly rushed due to time constraints... Tell me what you think about it. ;)

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When the stars're smiling at moon wonder how they look in your eyes
Just dialing your number failing to press the last two pray in the heart
When the moon's reaching starts if you hold me tight
Feeling heart beat so close will this last long?

My life'll turn out to move on like that
Just give me something that proves you're not fooling
Just give me you gotta tell me your love came all over me

"When the Moon's Reaching Out" by Yumi Kawamura (from Persona 3)

2009-01-23T03:59:00.000-08:00

Finally, at long last, Friday has come! I absolutely love Fridays for a few reasons:
1. I can sleep as late as I want
2. I can sleep in the next day
3. No school for the next two days
4. Free time to do anything
5. Time to go out
6. No worrying about anything school related
7. Time for sleeping
8. No need to worry about about bed-hair (Haha...)
and the list goes on.

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Seriously KAORI YUKI's art sometimes scares the hell out me. I was reading "Boys Next Door" and man(!) was I horrified by the art in the chapter "Devil Inside"... Gosh... Speaking of KAORI YUKI, today I bought poker cards! An "Angel Sanctuary" deck in fact. God, the art, it's SHEER AWESOMENESS. There's no word that can describe how BEAUTIFUL, LOVELY, GORGEOUS, ELEGANT, STUNNING, OUT-OF-THE-WORLD and not to mention at times, sexy art!

Speaking of manga..., I happened to chance upon a great, humorous shonen-ai manga. And am I ever glad to have decided to read it. It was just indescribable. I almost died from laughing when I read it... The art is not to bad and the plot was crazy. Haha... Got to read this again...

And speaking of that, I happened to be listening to CLAP by JUNE. Goodness, this guy can really sing. A few times I was wondering if JUNE actually was a male because he can notes higher then you and I can! That's just amazing... Anyway, back to the song. VERY CATCHY. The first time I listened to it, I just got hooked. I couldn't stop after that. And I'm still listening to it right now... And the lyrics are...catchy. But apparently he's singing stuff like"Touch me, make me, kiss me, want me... ... show me, show me, your sexy body...". (The lyrics are odd, but I'm actually fine with it.) It's actually very funny when I was listening to it and reading manga... It just made the experience all the more funny and sexy? Haha...

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Today, loads of ex-P6s were all going to the primary school and meeting up. Saw most of my classmates except for a few whose schools ended earlier.( Lucky ones...) Saw Mrs Khoo and Miss Chiam. After much talking, Meita, Michelle and I headed to Kovan mall to hang out for a while. And guess where went? Comics Connection. You have got to love that shop. I wish I could get everything I want there... Had some trouble deciding what to buy since I didn't bring much money.

After that, Michelle, Meita and I talked more, took some pictures (surprised? I'm not that much against taking a pictures...), talked more, ate a bit (How on earth were you not hungry after skipping lunch, Michelle?)... It's a bit sad when we had to go back... D: But nevermind, we'll go out again, and more often... And I'll MAKE sure of it.

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My class is a nightmare. There's a crazy bunch of (if I might add, EXTREME Yaoi lovers) fangirls rampaging, and few absolutely leechy ones (UGH.), a few quiet ones (thank god...), a few sensible ones, and the rest, screaming, squealing, irritating rowdy ones who just can't SHUT UP! Gosh, I don't know if I'll be able to last.

CNY celebrations were lame, lots of the seniors were damn-ass rude towards the performers, and everyone OFFICIALLY KILLED MY EARS. Damn it!

I have some great, incredibly bad, bad luck. Lots of things have gone wrong this year, and there's more on it's way... And there's two annoying people bugging me at every corner... Thank goodness there's at least one sane person I know who can calm me down... A little bit.

CCA auditions have turned out...good...unexpectedly. I got into all the music groups I auditioned for, but was unsuccessful for Photography club...(No surprise there.) Hope I'll get into Guitar...

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I'm tired of blogging so I think I'll just stop here now...

The cleaning oil is definitely better than any gel or cream! What the hell do I know these things for?!
-Kyou(-kun) from Kasougenjitsu Ren'airon

2009-01-16T03:40:00.000-08:00

School sucks... Today's been a busy, busy week. I've been going for CCA audtions everyday and I'm half dead... Went for Guitar, Harp, Band and Handbells audtions. The guitar audition was fun, the harp dead embarrassing ( I swear I almost died of embarrassment...), handbells was easy and the band tiring. I never knew how much blowing could tire you... We tried to play various instruments and believe me, it was not easy to blow those instruments... I was able to blow the clarinet, flute, saxaphone, trumpet, trumbone etc., play the xylephone and drums. Seriously, my lips hurt real bad yesterday... We had to blow all kinds of ways, spitting even!

Anyway, I don't feel like describing school so bottom line is, school is crap. I feel like I'm on planet mars or something... My class is uh, BORING. Not entertaining, fun or lively enough. REALLY miss the ol' 6Purity! It feels really weird without my best friends around... I'm the kind that HATES moving on. So sue me. I'm really acting childish aren't I? Oh, heck. Screw school. Moving on...

I absolutely love KAORI YUKI. I mean, I've NEVER seen anything like her works. Her art is beautiful, gorgeous, absolutely stunning and something different for a change. It's realistic, simple yet detailed and the boys, oh the boys!!! I just can't imagine them as boys. Seriously, everyone is so beautiful!

That's not all. There great story plots and I just love KAORI YUKI's imagination. It's seriously not normal, which is great! Her stories, are angsty, dark, gory, full of horror, dramatic, mysterious and deal with a lot of psychological problems. Absolutely terrific, I just LOVE her works. I recommend her works, an absolute must-read! But er, just make she you can handle it...

Speaking of KAORI YUKI, I'm writing a fanfic based on 'Boys Next Door'. Character deaths, and yaoi. Yes, you read correctly, yaoi. Hope I'll get this one done soon, it is meant as a one-shot...

Okay, if you've noticed, my craziness levels have increased recently, to pure idiocy. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me now days... Lately, everything is just driving me crazy... Someone save me from this madness. -sigh-

SLEEP. SLEEP. SLEEP. I just want my damn sleep!

Come, let's dance together
Like puppets dancing on their strings
On the stage of the sweetest nightmares...

2009-01-09T04:18:00.000-08:00

First up, let me say, school is complete HELL. The teachers are weird and all funny in the head. The prefects seem to be brainwashed. The school somehow, manages to be strict, serious and yet lame!

I mean, they even bother to "uniform" the socks! The hell? They actually have spot checks and look, very carefully at everything. And when I say everything, I mean everything! At a certain length, the hair MUST be braided up... (My last school didn't really bother about braiding up hair...) Only transparent ear sticks allowed and simple, small symmetrical studs allowed. Ties must worn on Mondays or you have to purchase another one!(And it ain't cheap.) Pinafore must be at middle-knee length and socks are not to be folded...etc. The discipline at my school is so strict...

And, orientation was not much of...erm, any use. One thing I did find out, though, the principal has broken the record for longest and most boring speach ever. It was more than just a few hours! Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating but I swear, her talk was at least 2+hours! Never in my life have I heard a talk that long... School is filled with robots(students) and aliens(teachers).

School has only started for about a week and I'm already dead tired... Trying my hardest not to fall asleep in class... So far, the teacher's I've seen...

Form teacher/Geography teacher(Mrs Cumar): Annoying, Grumpy, Fierce, Strict, shows little hint of any other emotions. Don't like her, period.

Maths teacher(???):Erm, boring. And uh, talks real soft. Can't hear him, therefore always referring to textbook.

Chemistry teacher/PE teacher(Mr Lee): Very chirupy and cheerful. Repeats the stuff at least two times, tries to teach us various "tricks". Also the teacher for my house group.

History teacher(???):Alas, finally a fun and funny one. History is never boring with her around. Too bad she won't be around for long...

Music teacher(???): I like this teacher too. Apparently she calls music notes, beansprouts! How cute is that?

Chinese teacher(???): Talks real fast. Can hardly catch what she's saying, but she's fun. She taking over our actual chinese teacher for a while...

D&T teacher: He seems okay. Don't know much yet... But his face, reminds me of someone. But just for the record, D&T freaks me out.

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My predictions always come true for some reason... I knew I would get separated with my ex-classmates and guess what? It happened! I must cursed or something...

My mood's been crappy everyday, though I might know show it, and there's a certain rabbit hanging over me with that irritating smile of hers and calling me names...

Made more friends after orientation than during it... I guess orientation sort of helps you to warm up to strangers, huh...

In class I'm sitting at the second row at the side and I can barely see the words at board. Wait, scratch that. I can only see faint lines that don't seem to make any sense...

There's cell group in school but you can actually choose not to attend it. I decided against joining the cell group. I mean, who need's these kind of activities anyway? The last thing I want is some adult meddling in my life, trying to "understand" me. If you really want to understand, you should try living my life.

OKAY, THAT'S ENOUGH ABOUT SCHOOL. ALL IT HAS DONE IS THOROUGHLY DIGUST ME AND MAKE ME PUKE. I DON'T THINK I CAN LIVE THROUGH 4 YEARS OF HELL. SOMEONE, SAVE ME!

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CAIN!CAIN!CAIN!CAIN!CAIN!

I'm absolutely loving this manga(count cain). It rocks, it rules, it owns! The drawing, it's beautiful! The females are beautiful and the males are beautiful too! Plus, the clothes are in gothic and lolita style! What more could you ask for?

The story, it's thriling and interesting! There's angst, horror, gore, blood, death, crime, romance, revenge, mystery in every chapter! What more could you ask for? The author also uses real events and places in the story!

The characters! What they seem to be like is always not what they really are! Interesting background stories, beautifully drawn, with romance and revenge etc.! And some other things...

In plain words, this is a great story! I highly recommend this story but, make sure you're not weak-hearted. There are mature themes apparently...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Count Cain!
Ludwig Kakumei!
Persona 3!
Tazza!

Everything appealing to me. Nothing else is of any importance except these for now. Call me crazy, but who cares? Not me for sure.

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"RED RAM"(Red Sheep) written backwards. Try to find out the hidden meaning in this... There's more than meets the eye...Tell me what you think it is.

"Why save the world when it's easier to destroy it?" -Myself

2009-01-02T21:14:00.000-08:00

Yet another one...

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The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style

You probably have high self-confidence and don't mind what others think of you. However, you can be too materialistic and are never content with what you own.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are a sensuous person who can also get bored easily. You're probably a little lazy and like to have your own way.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.

What others see from your shoes

You are adventurous. You have high self-esteem and are able to keep your promises. You like to take chances and are always looking for new opportunities to make your life more exciting.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure. The last analysis You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

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2009-01-02T21:12:00.000-08:00

Finally a short quiz...

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A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. 01. How has blogger changed your life? It... took up my free time.

02. What's one thing you can't go to bed without doing? Listening to music.

03. What did you have for dinner last night? Meatballs!

04. What is the city of your dreams and why? It’s none existent...

05. Are you an introvert or extrovert? It depends on who I hang with. I change quite often.

06. What do you do in your free time? read manga, read fanfiction, watch anime, watch movies, write, listen music, play the piano, sing etc.

07. Do you trust easily? No. It’s not so easy to gain my trust.

08. What personal belonging do you have with you everywhere you go? A whole long list...

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Lot’s of stuff.

10. When did you sign up at blogger? Can’t remember...

11. What do you prefer: to tag or be tagged? To be tagged cos’ I too lazy to tag.

12. How do you see yourself? Imperfect.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you? That’s a secret.

14. Tell me something about the person who tagged you? I just kinda ripped this off an LJ blog for fun.

15. How many cities or towns have you lived in? A few.

16. How many children do you want to have, if any? 2.

17. What's better to give or to receive? Both I guess...

18. How much time do you spend at blogger every week? Maybe half an hour…

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000? Do I look like a prostitute to you?

20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender? I have no idea…

21. Which celebrity would you like to meet and why? Favourite singers, bands and one or two actors.

22. What will your dream wedding be like? I’d actually like it to grand but not too extravagant.

23. What's the first thing you notice in people? Voice. I always recognize people by this.

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2009-01-02T20:56:00.000-08:00

Another quiz I took some time back.

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[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[ ] boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 5

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 9

[x]hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 14

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Final Total: 15

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears"

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

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2009-01-02T20:26:00.000-08:00

Another quiz again.

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The Letter A
Are you available?: I guess so.
What is your age?: Twelve
What annoys you?: Everything and anything.

The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: No.
When is your birthday?: 21 February (-HINT-)
Who is your best friend?: A whole load of people around me.

The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: I don’t like candy.
Who's your crush?: La-la-la-dee-dum-dee-dum, don’t have one~
When was the last time you cried?: When I watched NANA, it was so touching.

The Letter D
Do you daydream?: If you consider planning out plot ideas in your head, then yes.
What's your favorite kind of dog?: Japanese Spitz. I think this was the name of the breed…
What day of the week is it?: Saturday, my favourite day to play.

The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: Scrambled, with sweet soya sauce(Ketchup Manis).
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: When I got burned?...
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: Listen to music? I don’t know, there’s a ton of “easy” things.

The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: Well, duh.
Do you use fly swatters?: Nope.
Have you ever used a foghorn?: No…

The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: Sometimes.
Are you a giver or a taker?: Taker!
Do you like gummy candies?: No.

The Letter H
How are you?: Fine. But pretty annoyed how my weekends are getting taken up.
What color is your hair?: Black-brown.

The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?: Chocolate and nothing else.
Have you ever ice skated?: No.
Do you play an instrument?: Piano, handbells… I want to learn to play a wider variety of instruments though…

The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: Can’t remember the name…
Do you wear jewelry?: On non-school days…that is if I bother to wear them…

The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: A few people… Want me to tell how? Do you want kids?: A boy and a girl preferably.
Where did you go for kindergarten?: Don’t remember a thing from age 7 and below…

The Letter L
Are you laid back?: I guess so.
Do you lie?: Everyday. So much so...well you know.

The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?: Back To The Future(Trilogy). Watched that a billion times.
Do you still watch Disney movies?: No. Waste of my time.
Do you like mangoes?: Only if it’s sweet.

The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: Quite a few, both English and Japanese.
What is your real name?: Make a guess.
Whats your favorite number?: Don’t really have one.
Do you prefer night over day?: Definitely, more creepy for one.

The Letter O
What's your one wish?: For all my wishes to come true.
Are you an only child?: Does it look like I’m the only child? Think.

The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?: That the world might not turn out how you though it to be. Take Persona 3, for instance. Shocking plot…
What are your pet peeves?: Having my hair out of place.
What's a personality trait you look for in people?: Fun to hang around, easy to be around, easy to talk around, able to handle my crazy personality, able to entertain me, a good sense of humor etc.

The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?: I have a ton of them but for now: “No one can escape time. It delivers us all to the same end. You can plug your ears and cover your ears…”
Are you quick to judge people?: No. I observe people a while before I come to a conclusion on their personality?

The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: Nope.
Are you one to cry?: I leave that to you to think about.

The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: Rain... It’s melancholy and yet uplifting.
Do you like snow?: Yes!
What's your favorite season?: Winter. Or maybe autumn? A nice mix of cold and warmth.

The Letter T
What time is it?: 12.46
What time did you wake up?: 10.00+
When was the last time you slept in a tent?: Never slept in one.

The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: Well, duh. Are you some sick pervert to be asking such an obsurd question?
Underwear or boxers?: Have you seen girls wearing boxers? Ever?

The Letter V
What's the worst veggie?: Garlic. Can’t stand that horrible smell. And then there’s ginger. Ugh…
Where do you want to go on vacation?: Japan!!!

The Letter W
What's your worst habit?: I tend to talk loudly? At least that’s what my friends say.
Where do you live?: Singapore.
What's your worst fear?: Didn’t I answer this before earlier?

The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: I don’t think so.
Have you seen the x-games?: Not really interested.
Do you own a xylophone?: Er, no.

The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: Not really.
What's one thing you yearn for?: I yearn for more than one more thing... Hmm, but let’s see... how about money?

The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: Rat.
Do you believe in the zodiac?: No. Just a bunch hocus-pocus.
Favorite zoo animal?: Elephants, for some weird reason.

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2009-01-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

Another quiz...

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Your Working Style

You are friendly, adaptable and a realist. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.

You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone-- including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

You are actively curious about objects, scenery, activities, food, people, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

-a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
-the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
-an artistic taste and judgement
-the handling of tools and materials

With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be gifted problem solvers. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.

You make your decisions by using the logical analysis of thinking rather than the more personal values of feeling. Your thinking enables you to crack down when the situation calls for toughness, and also helps you grasp underlying principles. You learn more effective in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are engineering, police work, credit investigation, marketing, health technologies, construction, production, recreation, food services, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

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2009-01-02T20:17:00.000-08:00

Took a quiz sometime ago...

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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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2009-01-01T03:58:00.000-08:00

Ok, I finally updated my way outdated links list...so are you satisfied? Oh well, it doesn't matter anyway... On the otherhand I've changed the music(you should listen to it!) and the "welcome message"(under the music). Oh, and FYI, the tagboard and the links are way below... Don't ask me why, blogger's having some serious problems...

I'm really hooked onto Persona 3 now, that game is awesome. Good graphics(more so than Final Fantasy), great storyline (realistic and not too well...you know.), great music etc. All around, a great game. Beat Final Fantasy like there's no tomorrow. (And don't get me wrong, I love Final Fantasy.)

Geez, you probably got lost right? Anyway, let's see resolutions for 2009...

-Lose Weight
-Clean up all my internet bookmarks
-Advance for piano
-Learn to play more game music
-Stop the junk food addiction
-Stop the chocolate addiction
-Stop the overall overeating addiction
-Clean up my room more often
-Stop collecting junk
-Try to improve on my chinese
-Learn Japanese
-Learn Indonesian
-Play more RPG games
-Go out more often
-Watch movies more often
-Not cut my hair
...etc...

So not looking forward to tomorrow... Dumb school tests...
Oh well, I'll post tomorrow about how it goes... Grr... It better not be a bad day...

No one can escape time. It delivers us all to the same end. You can't plug your ears and cover your eyes. And so... it begins...

2008-12-31T07:59:00.000-08:00

And it's midnight! Or at least that's what the clock here says...
Just a quick post, the last for 2008 and first for 2009!

2008-12-30T22:28:00.000-08:00

I was listening to Burn My Dread by Yumi Kawamura and tried something out. As you know, some Japanese speak english with weird pronunciations(I don't blame them, we don't always get the pronunciation correct, right?), so I tried writing what I heard from the song, just for fun... What I heard was way off from the actual lyrics...

Help: WHAT I HEARD
[THE ACTUAL LYRICS]
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brainless talk, taking drug
[Dreamless dorm, ticking clock]
i walk away, from the selfless road
[I walk away from the soundless room]
windless night, moonlight melts
[Windless night, moonlight melts]
my ghost free should go, to the lukewarm room
[My ghostly shadow to the lukewarm gloom]
next we dance, of breathing swirl
[Nightly dance of bleeding swords]
reminds me that, i still live
[Reminds me that I still live]

i will burn my friend
[I will burn my dread]
i must run away from the god of free
[I once ran away from the god of fear]
and chain me so desperate
[And he chained me to despair]

burn my friend
[Burn my dread]

i'll be breaking shake
[I'll break the chain]
and run till i see the sunlight again
[And run till I see the sunlight again]
i lift my face and run to the sunlight
[I'll lift my face and run to the sunlight]

voiceless howl, clapping free
[Voiceless town, tapping feet]
i clench my fist, invocates tight
[I clench my fists in pockets tight]
fiery miss the tile aways
[Far in mist a tower awaits]
look a muscleless toe, that will ling the moonlight
[Like a merciless tomb, devouring moonlight]

walk with grace, and a moon
[Clockwork maze end unknown]
in frothsome time, a star kiss dance
[In frozen time a staircase stands]
shadows will walk, lasting from
[Shadows crawl on bloodstained floor]
a last strand of hair, with sewing hats
[I rush straight ahead with a sword in hands]
cold touch oath, my driving moon
[Cold touch of my trembling gun]
i close my eyes, to hear you wheeze
[I close my eyes to hear you breathe]

i will burn my friend
[I will burn my dread]

this a man we rock, not a god of fear
[This time I'll grapple down that god of fear]
and i don't care every, FYI
[And throw him into hell's fire]

burn my friend
[Burn my dread]

i should have been
[I'll shrug the pain]
all wrong till i see the sunlight again
[And run till I see the sunlight again]

i will run,very long, with regret and dread
[Oh I will run burning all regret and dread]
and a will face the sun with a splade of the living
[And I will face the sun with pride of the living]
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2008-12-25T16:59:00.000-08:00

Well, it was Christmas yesterday and mind you it was, was, was... uh, whatever. I tell the details when I feel like it... And Madeline(if you're reading this), I'm telling you...
if you where there with me last night... you would've blown a fuse, and be rampaging...

Anyway, I'm going to some villa at the beach today for about 2days... Too bad I can't swim ... D: (And uh, don't ask me why, if you're smart enough you should be able to tell why...)

So for now, adios!

Saying of the day: Nobody knows...

2008-12-22T18:43:00.000-08:00

I know I haven't blogged much, so please forgive me for my laziness... On the otherhand I managed to get hold of a computer so voila! It's a bit hard to type with the keyboard I'm using so I'm making some horrendous typing mistakes...

Anyway...I think you might know that I've been dying to get a handphone sometime soon... And at first I had to first convince my dad to get a sony ericsson phone, followed by convincing him to get a slider phone and then convince him to get the model I want. But my dad gave me two options...

Get:
1: w910i without waiting
2: w595 but wait for the price to drop

I finally agreed on the 2nd option, however, there is no way I will wait for more than two months! I don't have much patience, you know?

And then I'm also hoping I might get an mp3 player for my birthday? Hopefully...

The holiday's are coming to a close and it felt as if the holidays began only yesterday! I'm not actually looking forward to school, I hate the thought of hearing Chinese again, ugh. Anyway it turns out I'll be going to PL, obviously, and I have to tell you the registration day was a nightmare! Or so I thought... I didn't know we had to bring our report book and I forgot to bring my ez-link card! So... I obviously was in deep trouble! But, no! The teacher happened to be understanding and said I just needed to show my card on the first day of school! Thank goodness for that... Let's just hope I don't forget it again, huh? And speaking of ez-link cards, we'll be using them to take attendance and buy food. Wow, I'll be so dead if I ever lose it or forget to bring it...

Well, forget about school! For now my sole duty and aim is too only enjoy what's left of the holidays and forget about school completely! School is an incredible waste of brain space, if you ask me...

I've gone a few times for movies, with Sarah, Andrea and Sharon. Madeline and I have hung out together just not out of the house... As for Meita, I wanted to watch a movie with her but apparently she forgot the time. LOL, she was sleeping when I called to ask her if she was there yet... On the other hand, Michelle's mom didn't allow her to go out until the next school holiday! Total bummer!

Movies I've watched:
-Beverly Hills Chihuahua
-Wildchild
-Four Christmases
-Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging

Movies I'm planning to watch(Maybe):
-Twilight (Just so I can find something to criticize!)
-Yes Man
-Bedtime Stories

Here at Indonesia, I can only hope that I don't gain any weight... There's a ton of absolutely irisistable delicious food here, including a 400g toblerone bar! Not to mention pretty much everything to do here is just lazing around...

Anyway look at a wallpaper I found:
BAM! A "YOU FAIL" (utterly and miserably, might I add) right in your face! Haha, had a great laugh over this...

Another one!:
Love this one too! It reminds me of Alice in Wonderland and the crazy mangas I read before, Count Cain and Ludwig Kakumei... This overly demanding bossy wild girl is crazy! Haha...

Anyway, this is it for now, my fingers are numb from the cold air and I can hardly type properly and the mosquitoes are killing me!!!

Shout out of the day: OFF WITH HIS HEAD!!!

2008-12-12T19:32:00.000-08:00

1. Full Name?
Phoebe ******* ***
2. Male or Female?
Female
3. Were you named after anyone?
Someone in the bible.
4. Does your name mean anything?
Shining Radiance
5. Nicknames?
Sakura, Phoebs, xlacusclynex, xicexfacadex etc.
6. What do you think you look like?
Slighly tanned skin, black-brown hair, dark brown eyes. Quite short –155cm. Short hair, glasses, unfortunately…
7. Date of Birth?
21 February 19**
8. Place of Birth and Current Location?
Singapore
9. Nationality?
Malaysian
10. Astrological Sign?
Pisces
11. Chinese Astrological Sign?
Rat
12. Religion?
Christian
13. Butter frying?
Pancakes? (Don’t understand the question…)
14. Political Position
none in particular.
15. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milk or Orange Juice.
16. Hair and Eye Color
Black-Brown , Dark Brown
17. Do you look like anyone famous?
Not that I no of any.
18. What do you think you look like?
Depends on my expression.
19. Any Unusual Talents?
Making popping sounds with my mouth and tongue.
20. Righty, Lefty or Ambidextrous?
Righty. Learning to be ambidextrous.
21. Gay, Straight, Bi or other?
o.0 Hey!!! I don’t swing that way!!!
22. What do you do for a living?
I living off my parents, so for now… I just have to be a ‘good’ girl.
23. What do you do for fun?
Read, listen to music, play video games, talk to friends, write, draw, play the piano, watch anime or dramas, read manga etc.
24. What are your favorite materials to work with?
Adobe Photoshop, a colouring programme, WORD etc.
25. What materials would you like to work with?
A writing music scores programme.
26. Have you met your Grandparents?
Yes, except for my grandmother from my Father’s side.
27. Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
No.
28. Crush?
Er…
29. What celebrity would you date if you could?
Lee Jun Ki
30. Current worries?
PSLE.
31. Favorite online guy or girl?
Quite a few…
32. Favorite place to be?
Infront of the computer.
33. Least favorite place to be?
Public areas etc.
34. Do you burn or tan?
Tan.
35. Ever break a bone?
No. But twisted, yes.
36. What is your favorite cereal?
Cornflakes, Coco Crunch, Coco Chex.
37. Person you cry with?
No one. Ok, maybe some close friends.

Do you have...

38. Any Sisters?
One younger sister. (Don’t you dare say she’s my twin!)
39. Any Brothers?
Two older brothers.
40. Any Pets?
I hate keeping pets. I would probably kill the in a week.
41. An Illness?
Frequent coughs and sore throats.
42. A Pager?
They still exist?
43. A Personal Phone?
Sadly, no.
44. A Cell Phone?
No.
45. A visible birthmark?
I wouldn’t want to reveal it but yes, I have one or two visible birthmarks.
46. A pool or hot tub?
None.
47. A Car?
No.

Describe your...

48. Personality
Shy, Loud, Wild, Calm, Slacker, Perfectionist, Sensitive, Impulsive, Open, Reserved, Talkative, Obsessive etc.
49. Driving
Fast.
50. Clothing Style
Jeans, Shirts, Skirts, Dresses, Spaghetti-Strap Tops, Tank Tops etc.
51. Room
Plain , Messy, Boring.
52. What's missing?
Freedom.
53. School
Can’t wait to get out of it because of ML.
54. Bedtime
11pm-3.00am
55. Relationship with your parents
Me + Dad = Quite close Me + Mom = Close, but sometimes a bit of hostility.
56. Do you believe in yourself?
When it comes to Chinese, no.
57. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Crushes at first sight, but that's about it.
58. Consider yourself a good listener?
Only if I’m not listening to music.
59. Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I want to live abroad, be a writer/ musician.
60. Get along with your parents?
Wasn't this already asked?
61. Save your e-mail messages?
Important Notices, Interesting Mails, Fanfiction
62. Pray?
Everyday.
63. Believe in Reincarnation?
No.
64. Brush your teeth twice a day?
Yes.
65. Like to talk on the phone?
Depends on who with. Only with certain people.
66. Like to Eat?
Certain things.
67. Like to Exercise?
Not really. I only like to swim, sometimes run.
68. Like to Watch Sports?
Tennis.
69. Sing in the Car?
No.
70. What is a Dream you have all the time?
About story ideas.
71. Do you Dream in Color?
Yup.
72. Do you have Nightmares?
Haven’t had one for a few years…
73. Sleep with a stuff animal?
Five.
74. Right next to you?
Printer, Paper, My cup.
75. On your favorite Coffee Cup?
Pretty random.
76. On your Mouse Pad?
Personal Mouse.
77. Your favorite flavor of Gum?
Silver-White.
78. Your favorite brand of Deodorant?
Not using one at this point.
79. Your Dream Honeymoon Spot?
Somewhere in Europe.
80. Your Dream world?
I’m a writer and a musician, without people that piss me off, unlicensed animes, dramas, mangas, less strict parents, no war etc.
81. Hiding in your Closet?
Mirror, Jewelry etc.
82. Hiding under your Bed?
Nothing.
83.The name of one of your closest friends?
Madeline (want to list down more~)
84. Your Bad time of day?
Afternoon.
85. Your Worst Fear?
Death, funerals.
86. What's the Weather Like?
A heavy storm with thunder and lightning.
87. Your favorite Time of Year?
Winter.
88. Your favorite Holiday?
Christmas.
89. A Material Weakness?
Video games or music albums or manga volumes, anime DVDs, drama DVDs, fanbooks, fanarts etc.
90.The weirdest food you like to eat?
Can’t think of one now.
91. At the top of your To-Do List?
Download this, download that, buy this, but that… etc.
92. The Hardest Thing about Growing Up?
Puberty???
93. A Pet Peeve?
People expecting too much from me.
94. Your Scariest Moment?
A funeral.
95. Your Attitude About Love?
This is tough cookie…
96. The funniest thing or most desperate thing you've ever done to get the attention of the opposite sex?
I don’t wanna mention it.
97. The Worst Feeling in the World?
Loneliness.
98. The Best Feeling in the World?
I am going to selfishly and honestly say that when someone gets angry on my behalf. I love how it means someone loves me enough to do that.
99. Who Sent This To You?
Found it on the internet.
100. Send This To Six People
Sarah, Carmen, Rachel, Melissa, Dana, Jamie

2008-12-12T19:30:00.001-08:00

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR..

1. FINGERS:
PHOEBE

2. CHIN:
;PHJOEBDE

3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED:
PHOWBW

4. ELBOW:
PHOEBE

5. NOSE:
P-HOEBE

6. PALM:
PHOEBE

List four random things you have now:
packs of cards, earphones, CD, final fantasy viii box

2. Have you ever slept in the back of the car?
Slept? Yes, if you count napping???

3. Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Define recent. I’ve cut my hair a few months ago, bad mistake of mine apparently… Dyed? Dream on. I’ll get slaughtered if I ever do that.

4. How many pets do you own as of now?
None for as long as I’ll ever live. I hate animals.

5. Which do you prefer, white or black?
Black! It’s dark and evil... Gray’s not that bad too! A mixture of good and evil.

6. Who is your most played character?
It’s not as if I even play with characters... But hang on, now I remember! Of course, it’s Zidane from FF!

7. Choose one or the other, not both: Being stuck on an island with two friends. or Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances?
Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances, of course. The more the merrier!

8. Name 3 aspects that tell who you are?
crazy, hardcore, obsessive

9.If you could have a power, what would that be?
Being able to use magic would be fun... Imagine casting “death” all the time...

10.Who was the last person you talked to?
Brother, Sister, Mom

11.Who is the last person you said " i love you" to?
I don’t even remember ever saying those words before ...

12.Write the first five words that pop into your head.
access, D.Gray-Man, FFIX, gothic lolita, BLAST, trapnest (Sorry, but they all popped out at the same time…)

13.What's one thing that you wish you could do better?
navigating (I suck at this big time.)

14.Do you like the way you are?
NO. I’m really boring, PLUS! I’m fat...

15.Choose summer or winter.
WINTER!!! Love the cold.

16. Rain or snow.
Snow. More drastic but yet, gentle.

17. Water or ice?
Ice. Nice to suck.

18. List two odd things about yourself.
You really should ask Madeline about that one.

19. What are your two bad habits?
When I can’t hear someone talk, I’m too lazy to ask “pardon?”. I’ll pretend I’m listening and nod my head once in a while. Getting carried away...

Tags:
Everyone in my links.

2008-12-12T19:24:00.001-08:00

[Analytical Thinker]
Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty

These subjects could interest you
literature, science fiction, philosophy, psychology, mathematics, Internet, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, writing, strategy games, politics

2008-12-12T19:03:00.000-08:00

---1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own post of their 10 things/habits/facts as well as stated i this rule clearly.
3. in the end, tag 10 other people and list their names.
4. Remember,no revenge! (Means cannot tag back the person who tagged you.)
START~!
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10 weird things here.
1* I love cosplay.
2* I think cross-dressing is fun, unless you’re a boy...
3* I always try to figure the instruments used when I listen to music…
4* I love screaming. 5* I like imitating voices of different characters (especially kanda) just for fun. And, I’d like to be a voice actor.
6* I’m always rooting for the evil side to win...
7* I want to learn to play to synthesiser.
8* I want to have a few more piercings.
9* I love gothic lolita.
10* I love getting spooked.

--- 1) Do you have secrets?
Obviously...

2) Would you fall in love with a blind boy?
I don’t think so... unless I can communicate with him.

3) Do you enjoy going to school?
Without chinese lessons or even hearing chinese, yes.

4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy everything I want and keep the rest in a bank where the interest is high.

5) Will you die for some stranger?
Die? I’ll have to consider...

6) Which is more blessed, being loved by someone or loving someone?
Being loved by someone.

7)List out your 15 favourite songs.
It actually changes all the time, but currently... (in random order)

1* Vamo' Alla Flamenco
2* Jesters of the Moon
3* Rustling Forest
4* Memories of that Day
5* Run!
6* Frontier Village Dali
7* Cid's Theme
8* The Place I'll Return to Someday
9* Sleepless City Treno
10* Tantalus' Theme
11* Sacred Grounds - Esto Gaza
12* Hunter's Chance
13* Bran Bal, the Soulless Village
14* Kuja’s Theme
15* Sword of Confusion
(Wicked Melody, Eternal Harvest, Attack, Rose of May, Black Mage Village, Footsteps of Desire, We Are Thieves! Etc.)
8)If the person you like turns out to be a lesbian/gay, what would you do?
Give up on him.

9)Is there anything that has made you extremely happy recently?
Playing FFIX. Reading FanFiction. Going to madeline’s house. Reading manga.

10)What makes you horny angry?
Horny angry? Does such a word even exist?

11)How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
I’m not psychic you know…

12)Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends...

13)What is the most important thing in life?
Enjoying myself.

14)Would you rather be Single and Rich or Married but Poor?
For the record, I’m not even of age to be legally married. But I would like be single and rich.

15)What would you like to tell the person you like?
I’d like the other person to make the first move, thank you. And even then, I don’t even have a person I like that way...

16)What type of person would you fall in love with?
There’s a whole long list of desired qualities so if you’re actually interested, do not bother to even ask me.

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Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name.
PHONY. In other words, fake. I love that word. And, it has half of my first name in it!

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
“Girlfriend dumped you?” Haha, I’m mean, live with it.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
Yup! I think so. There should be one… Maybe…

How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
3.

Do tattoos and piercings excite you?
Excite? Why would it excite me?

Is there a reason for your friendster song?
I haven’t even logged into my friendster account even once. Lost the password ages ago.

I bet you're missing someone right now?
Someone, no. Some people, yes. Friends to be exact, and some nice teachers.

Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to?
For the record, I was scolding my sister the last time I talked to her. Does that answer your question?

Who was your last text message from?
Madeline.

What's the best wedding you've been to?
Can’t really remember the weddings I’ve been to too well.

What time did you wake up this morning?
9, I think. Oh wait, was it 8? In any case, I don’t take note of these things.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I wouldn’t mind I guess. But that would just give me one more matter to worry about.

Do you get along better with guys or girls?
Girls, since I’ve more familiar to girls than guys...

Who is the best person to cheer you up?
My friends.

Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
Have I even said “I love you” before?

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
When I last talked to my sister.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Kiss? You have to specify exactly who and where.

What is wrong with you right now?
My laziness…

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
It would surprise me if I was, so does that answer your question? But I’ve no qualms about getting married at an early age, I guess.

Would you go in public looking like you do right now? No way! I’m feeling rather uncomfortable now, thank you.

Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?
More like jealous you mean. But no. I don’t want to waste my kisses.

Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
Yes.

Do you use t9, word, or abc?
huh? Ok, now I’m clueless.

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Define “mostly everything”.

Do you tell your mom everything?
NO WAY. Adults can’t even keep a secret to themselves.

Who was the last person you yelled at?
My sister.

Who was the last person/s you cried in front of?
Ugh... can’t remember.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No. Like I said, I don’t even remember using those words before.

Think of the last person you held hands with, do they mean something to you?
Sorry, don’t remember the last person I held hands with.

Could you cry right now?
Whatever for?

What do you need to be doing right now?
Playing FF.

What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
Reading FanFiction.

How's your ex doing?
I’ve seriously no idea.

Who can you trust?
Fully? No one.

Where were you friday night?
At home.

Who was the last person you kissed Don’t remember that either.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Madeline.

Where will you be in an hour?
In the living room, gaming or perhaps still doing quizzes.

How late did you stay up last night?
Last night? More like this morning. 1.30am.

What are your plans for the next weekend?
Play FFIX, write FanFiction.

What's your hair look like today?
What my hair normally looks like.

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30 girl questions. Answer them truthfully.
(Really, why should I?)

Do you straighten your hair everyday?
Nope.

What's your favorite girly magazine?
Girly magazine? Define “girly magazine. I do like Weekly Shonen Jump, Monthly Comic Zero Sum, Lala, Cookie, Shojo Beat, Hana to Yume. But if you don’t know by now, these are all manga magazines…

Would you kill for chocolate?
Unless stolen, no.

Jeans or skirts?
Jeans.

Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable?
No. Style maybe no. 1 but is useless without comfort.

Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
All day? All night? I have better things to do you know…

Would you leave the house without makeup on?
i always do?

On a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?
-10.

Are you spoiled?
Obviously not. Life isn’t that easy.

Do you think lip gloss is the best?
Ugh. More like slimy.

Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
No. It’s no big deal. Besides, there’s the internet right?

Do you yell a lot?
Yell? No. Really rarely infact.

How long does it take you to get ready?
1 hour at most.

Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants to school/work?
You’re kidding me.

Accessories make the outfit; true or false?
It depends. Sometimes, it kills the outfit.

Do u like skater boys?
Never talked to one.

Is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
No way.

Do you often wish there was something you could change? All the time.

Gold or silver?
White gold?

The guy that you like/love/whatever?
Give me one good reason why I should tell you.

Do you dress up too much for holidays?
Not really.

Do you like wearing dresses?
I don’t mind really.

What makeup could you not live w/out?
As of now, nothing. But you never know...

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TEN WHAT’S:
1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
Playing FFIX.

2. What did you do last night?
Look at phones, read FanFiction.

3. What is the most important part of your life?
Enjoying myself.

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
Playing FFIX.

5. What did you last cry over?
Didn’t I just say I can’t remember?

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Music. Ranting. Raving.

8. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
There’s a whole long list, you really shouldn’t bother asking.

9. What are you worried about?
A heck load of things.

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
Nothing in particular.

NINE HAVE YOU’S:

1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
-shakes head-

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
-stares blankly-

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
-nods-

5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
-looks down-

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
-holds up a knife angrily-

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
-shakes head-

8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
-thinks hard, shakes head-

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
-nods-

EIGHT WHO’S:

1. Who was the last person you saw?
My mum.

2. Who was the last person you kissed?
I said, I don’t remember!!!

3. Who was the last person you texted?
Madeline.

4. Who was the last person to call you?
Madeline.

5. Who was your first crush?
Should I answer this? NO.

6. Who is the last person who texted you?
This again? Madeline.

7. Who is the last person you freaked out on?
Madeline.

8. Who did you last hug?
Can’t remember, can’t remember, CAN’T REMEMBER!

SEVEN WHEN’S:

1.When was your last shower?
Sometime in the morning.

2. When did you last saw your mom?
15 mins ago.

3. When was your last time u saw your dad?
This morning.

4. When did you last dress up?
Define “dress up”.

5. When was the last time you cried?
Are you trying to mock me?

6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?
Michelle and Meita

7. When did you last listen to music?
Now.

SIX WHERE’S:

1. Where does your best friend(s) live?
Hougang, Pasir Ris etc.

2. Where did you last go?
Can’t remember.

3. Where did you last hang out?
At the mall.

4. Where do you go to school?
PL.

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
Some place where there’s privacy.

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?
Guess.

2. Do they like you too?
You tell me.

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Yeah…

4. Do you know the muffin man?
Never heard of him.

5. Does the future scare you?
No. It’s not exactly daunting either.

FOUR WHY’S:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Just because.

2. Why did you get a myspace?
Don’t even have one.
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
No idea. Why don’t you ask them yourself?

4. Why are you doing this survey?
Cos’ Sarah forced me to do so. And mind you, I’ve been doing this since lunch time!

THREE IF’S:

1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
Magic... So I’ll cast death. -BOOM!- Say goodbye.

2. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
A genie to wish everything I want to have.

3. If you found out that the person you like also likes you, what would you do?
Nothing. What do you expect me to do? Break out into hives?

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
It depends.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
NO WAY.

ONE LAST QUESTION:
(OH YEAH! FINALLY ENDING?! BRING IT ON!)
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
What the heck? If you really want to know, life sucks. However it rules sometimes.

2008-12-12T05:01:00.000-08:00

Okay, just a little quick post before I get started on my dinner...

Changed my blogskin, yet again. It's perfectly normal this time, ya? Not dark or whatever, plus, it's got a little cute picture don't you think?... Yes, I know my "Acquaintances List" is a bit outdated, wait scratch that, waayyy outdated. I'm a bit lazy to make the necessary changes, but a just a little while, ok? I promise I'll get it done...someday.

Great. Just when I thought I could get some time this weekend to type my next chapter, another disappointment comes! At this moment I feel like strangling someone! ARGH! Why are all my weekend getting taken up these days?! Is there someone out there mocking me?! If there is, I assure you, you won't get away with it...

Okay, think I gotta stop here. I'll post about the YF trip to sentosa soon and some other stuff.

Rant of the day: NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ MY WEEKEND, IT'S GONE! MY BELOVED, PRECIOUS, PRICELESS TIME, ALL GONE! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ WHY, OH, WHY????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What did I do to deserve this...
(Okay, that's enough blockletters for one day...)

2008-12-08T18:10:00.000-08:00

Bold the sentences that apply to you.

I have friends that use me. (Is that what friends are for?)
I am an only child. (Now wouldn’t that be boring? No one to slap!)
I love dangly earrings. (Though I scared it’ll get caught in something...)
I love cold weather. (Isn’t that pretty obvious?)
I'm obsessed with the computer. (I would have no life without the computer, seriously.)
I have shot a gun before. (No, but it would be cool to do so.)
I can't live without music. (Yes, can’t do without this! Reason why I’m dying to get an MP3.)
I have no tolerance of ignorant people. (My level of tolerance is as low as it gets.)
I have ridden on a motorcycle before. (Nah, not interested in this.)
I'll be in this town forever. (Over my dead body.)
I've been to 5 other countries. (One day...)
I get annoyed easily. (Well, obviously. Just that I don’t show it, much.)
I have neat handwriting. (Neat, but not exactly to my liking.)
I have more than a few horrible memories. (Are you kidding me?)
I am addicted to chocolate. (But I’m trying to curb that addiction...)
I am an atheist. (People always think I am.)
I love airplane rides. (Not without my computer.)
I love taking pictures. (But I hate being taken.)
I hate people who are fakes. (I guess that would be me.)
I can be mean when I want to. (What did you think I’m that innocent? Well, sorry to disappoint you.)
My parents care about my grades. (As far as I know, no.)
One of my best friends is a girl. (All of them are, actually. Well, except for one or two who are boys.)
I have way too many wallets. (Too little infact.)
I'm obsessed with lip gloss. (Eww! Slimy!)
I am easy to talk to. (It really depends I guess. But I can talk about practically everything.)
I would never eat raw fish. (Sushi, anyone?)
I cry easily. (Used to.)
I hate it when people are late. (I’d very much like them to be punctual, thank you.)
I procrastinate. (Well, a friend of my said I procrastinate a lot, but do I really?)
I love winter. (If you love the cold, how can you hate winter?)
I have too many clothes for my closet / dresser. (You can never have too much of anything...)
I love to sleep. (Not that I hate it but, it sucks up my time.)
I wish I were smarter. (What’s the point of being so smart.)
I'm afraid of flying. (In that case, I wouldn’t even dare to ride aeroplanes, would I?)
I hate drama. (Too much of it kills.)
I bite my nails. (I pick my nails actually, now if only I can get rid of that horrible habit...)
I have been on an 8 hour drive. (And it bored me to death.)
I never fight with my parents. (I don’t think that’ll ever happen. Maybe in the long run... but for now I argue.)
I love the beach. (Except all that sand getting everywhere.)
I have never had chicken pox. (Good thing I had it before I could even register the feeling of having it.)
I have gone out in public in my pajamas. (Are you nuts? Are you crazy? Are you insane?)
I can't control my emotions. (If you think so, think again.)
I have a best friend. (Well, duh.)
I have moved more than once. (Troublesome, really.)
I truly love my friends. (Does it look like I hate them?)
I have braces. (Maybe, one day...)
I have never broken a bone. (And I hope I’ll never break that record.)
I hate my computer. (Only the fact it’s a crashing disaster.)
I love girls that play the drums. (How many girls have you seen out there playing drums?)
I state the obvious. (Okay, I’m not too sure about this... Ask Madeline about this. Apparently she knows me better than myself.)
I'm a happy person. (Are you kidding? Life isn’t all that wonderful.)
I love to dance. (Well, yeah, but don’t get me wrong. I don’t like those dances...)
I love to sing. (Infront of an audience, no.)
I love cleaning my room. (NO. It’s a chore.)
I tend to get jealous very easily. (Do you see it? Those green horns?)
I love cute underwear. (Do I look like I care? Seriously...)
I love night better than day. (It’s a lot more beautiful for one.)
I don't like to study for tests. (I don’t even study for minor tests. I can fail these for all I care.)
I have been on the phone for over 5 hours. (Too bad I can’t do that often.)
I am too forgiving. (Way too forgiving.)
I have a horrible sense of direction. (Used to, when I was young.)
I miss elementary school. (For now, no. But I think I will.)
My eye color changes. (Maybe if I wore contacts.)
I should see a therapist. (Err...)
I become stressed easily. (It doesn’t last long though.)
I hate liars. (That would be saying you hate mankind. I mean, everyone’s a liar!)
I love the smell of rain. (I would be lying if I said I did’t)
I love my family. (I really had no say in this matter.)
I hate needles. (I do hate sewing though.)
I am a perfectionist. (Unfortunately, my family isn’t.)
I always wanted to learn to play the drums. (YES!)
I hate the feeling of failure. (It disappears soon enough.)
I have friends in other countries. (Though I can’t exactly remember their names...)
I can be quite selfish. (Quite? Very.)
At times, I still act like a little kid. (I love acting immature. Though I still am mature...more than you know it...)
I have food allergies. (Not that I know of any.)
I love to read. (I check the archives like, a million times a day. More like obsessed with reading, really.)
I wish I were more motivated for school. (I wish school didn’t even exist.)
I love getting stuff in the mail. (Troublesome.)
I have problems with letting go of old feelings. (I’m a cold, unfeeling, heartless, cruel person. No, really.)
I hate being alone. (Are you kidding me? I would do anything to get some privacy!)
I love summer. (It’s hot. Does that explain why?)
I love the weekends. (Privacy up my alley.)
I love black eyeliner. (I don’t exactly wear it though.)
I think I'm a looker. (Not too sure about this one...)
I type with one hand. (Sometimes.)
I live in a one storey house. (Small, describes it.)
I wear make-up. (Once in a blue moon, when I’m forced to. UGH.)
I have never rode on an underground subway. (It was normal.)
I can't swim. (You’re kidding me.)
I have bad memories. (Wasn’t this already mentioned?)
I go to church. (Well, duh.)
I sing in the shower. (What can I say, it’s embarrassing.)
I hate cheerleaders. (Not that I love them either.)
I usually get what I want. (The world isn’t fair.)
I have been on stage before. (And it was awkward, too say in the least.)
I love roller coasters. (Getting freaked out is fun.)
No one knows my full story of my life. (And I’d very much like it to stay that way, thank you.)
I am close to my parents. (How many people actually are?)
I don't have a curfew. (Not that I actually know of one.)

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Why do I still continue to do quizes even though it's so time consuming?... Better get started on that new fic, just what shall I use for the title?

Saying of the day: Endless Story.

2008-12-05T06:38:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, just pulling my hair out over my shitty computer... It crashes like every 5 minutes?! It's OH-SO ANNOYING!

Anway, forget about my computer, I don't really want to talk about it...

Going to Malaysia for a my uncle's wedding so I'll be gone for the whole weekend. NO~ My beloved weekend, all gone just like that!!! Brooding over what on earth to do during the drive there... Maybe I'll just print out some FF to read! Humor entertains me... -laughs crazily-

Something unusual has happened! I'm crazy about Song Seung Heon now! Which is surprising, since I hate guys with a mustache, six packs, tanned and all. But, he's so handsome! *.* He's a model and actor, but that's not all, he can sing! -gasp and goes into fangirl mood- Tempted to learn Korean more seriously now...

Here's a picture of him(photo is a bit blur because of resize):

This is all for now, until my shitty computer starts to work properly.
Ciao~

Rant of the Day: Just because.